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Appreciation and Apology words from CHARLIEBRYN

Appreciation and Apology words from CHARLIEBRYN

By charliebryn in 25 Mar 2016 | 16:31
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Dunno if writing this is a good idea but I'll still do.

Firstly,I want to thank all coolval members for their love and affections for me ever since I became a member last year(dunno d month).I appreciate you all..Kudos to val for creating a wonderful site like this .

Secondly,I want to apologise for what am about to do or write right now.
I'm in pain as I'm holding my phone to type,the pain that can never be described to those that I've felt in the past.Life is like a torture to me,I tried my best to face it with all determinations but I can't seems to defeat it.

It feels like every chance I have is a bad chance,every choices I make Is a wrong choice.it's like am alone in this worldly life with no one to console me(Tz like am in a prison yard).I own nothing,no freedom,Anger is my daily bread,hatred is personal padi,sadness is my daily routine,love is greatest enemy,happiness is my worst nightmare .

I tried making people around me happy maybe I'll find happiness from them but everything prove abortive.

Only tin that kinda give me comfort is music but everybody around me is against it.Am fed up of everything.My existence has no meaning to me,why am created is not clear to me.I found every part of my life bitter.I swear if I found a gun right now I wouldn't think twice before I burst my brains out I swear with my life.
I'm sorry to say this but am thinking or should I say I wanna end everything and feel peace.Am sorry guys but I think this is the best I can do for myself.
If u dnt hear from me within d next 72hrs it means am gone for good...




The real charliebryn...
I wish you all the best ...
peace...
25 Mar 2016 | 16:31
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Hmmmm bro you shouldn't let your thoughts wander towards a dangerous direction. You just need to calm down. I have many things in mind to tell you but I guess I will do that via private message.
25 Mar 2016 | 16:36
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Ok
25 Mar 2016 | 16:37
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U can't do dat 2 urself.. All coolvallers loves u so much I am willing nd ready 2 help u...pls,lets talk @ charliebryn
25 Mar 2016 | 16:39
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@charliebryn
25 Mar 2016 | 16:40
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that you are depressed or not been on Love by people around you is not the end of the world. please don't end your life because it even good that you know that the people you called friends are not friends than living in the mist of people who appears like the friends but are your enemies.
25 Mar 2016 | 17:04
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Uh???? U gat 2 be kidding me.... Dis is d second time i am seeing something like dis from u.... When will u get over this na Charlie???? Please dont even think about suicide...dont u knw its direct ticket to hell??? We all re ready 2 help u ooooo...
25 Mar 2016 | 17:04
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Do u guys know dat dis is similar to what Khola is going through??? There re ppl like dis.... And we really need 2 find a way 2 help dem.... Khola inclusive
25 Mar 2016 | 17:06
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pls we are imploring and also begging u to keep calm... the patient dog eats d fattest bone
25 Mar 2016 | 17:07
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Sucide hmmm been in ur shoes b4 bt bro u jst av to think twice yea life has it ups nd down what matter is ur ability to keep goin jst keep fighting, thrive harder there is always light at the end of the turnel... Takin ur life wnt solve a thin it jst like fly pan to fire so bro re-think
25 Mar 2016 | 17:30
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Iffa hear i ahh slap u ba hu de put diz kind rubbish idea for una head slf
25 Mar 2016 | 17:31
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@charliebryn ... My brother do not chose d path of a coward no matter how hard things re ... Ntin lasts forever
25 Mar 2016 | 17:41
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@tenniebenson .... Seriously???? Do u mean wot u jux wrote bout khola ...
25 Mar 2016 | 17:43
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Huh? Can't believe this! Hey bro never think of doing that. No matter what life present itself to u, neva think of doing such. Just hav faith in d lord nd a lil patience, the right people will come ur way, u will surely live to accomplish ur dreams
25 Mar 2016 | 17:44
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U just de barelly 20 just smal challange depresion u de tink diz kind tin uneva even start urlife juny u dn d plan noncence for ur head watin u go kum do if bigga challange kum in future ....no just tell me say u get small heart o
25 Mar 2016 | 17:49
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Wtf! Am i really seeing this? For coolval to even comment sef, the matter don high oo. See, if life throws you lemons, make lemonades out of it. @invincible @frankkay @victoriouschild @pizzaro @ele1 @henry. This guy needs your advice abeg @onahsunday631
25 Mar 2016 | 17:52
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They've said it all. I really don't know what else to say but, look around, someone out there loves you. You must live For the sake of that person. Yes we all have purposes to accomplish here on earth, sometimes our tunnel seem dark but hey! There's light at the end of the tunnel. Hoping to read your next update of '2weeks' #wink. Present ma! @aarti
25 Mar 2016 | 18:01
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No matter the situation you find yourself...taking away ur life z never the best option.....storms of life a bound to come bt take a hold of urself ad knw dat their z always a glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel bro.
25 Mar 2016 | 18:19
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Commiting suicide is nt d nxt thing.....we all av probs,if u hear out sum people's prob[just lyk me],u ll av to tnk God dat urs is still beta....just put dis in mind,[if ur enemies gv u thousand reason to cry,let dem knw u av million reason to smile]...keep calm nd av faith dat b4 d end of dis month u ll b among d happiest person on earth.
25 Mar 2016 | 18:28
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hmmmm bros mi @charliebryn pls nd pls stop all this u are a man learn how to stand ur ground in dey time of hardship pls we ur frds here on Coolval really loves u pls stop thinking about suicide it Neva a solution
25 Mar 2016 | 18:36
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Am very shock to see/read this...charlse what z really wrong with?u dont ave to think that ur own problem z worst than everyone else..u ave to calm down,committing suicide can never change anything it can only make u to become a murderer..ur life z owned by God so dont tink of killing ur self bc if u do,my brother hell fire z real...u ave to be strong bro..just determine that everything will be fine...let it be the exprience that u will share with ur children bro...thing abt people that z blind,cripple and so on..u are better than them..and they are still alive and even happy..dont run away from ur problem,face ur problem and i trust u,u will definitely over come all ur obstacles..stay save bro.. @aarti tanx for d call
25 Mar 2016 | 19:12
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Dn't try it oh! Plz oh! If u hear another person problem u go thank God 4 ur own. . Der is light at d end of every tunnel my brother.
25 Mar 2016 | 20:21
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@charliebryn hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm "the ancestor of every action is a thought" actually....about four days ago...I also had these same thoughts...i also felt great pains because I don't like being hurt...not being happy because got created me dark.. because I want to do everything perfect...because I want to make everyone happy always...I almost did the same thing you're thinking now...I almost ran into a trailer on own freewill....because i thought the girl I loved will leave me...because I thought no one could will ever truly love me..because I thought everyone was using me for their gain...because I thought I have no destiny...... but.... I remembered my parents....all their sufferings.. I remembered my siblings... what legacy I'll leave behind for them.... I remember my few friends who go out of their convenience zone to make me happy... I also remembered the great people who went through thick and thin to be where they are.. then I changed my mind... I then realised... even if we might have a destiny from heaven.... it can't be achieved without you.... you're in charge of your life I don't know about others... but I admire you a lot...I'm not bluffing.. because I've looked at your pics q number of times in the past and wished I were you... I hope you're Reading this now... stay safe for us all...we do care a bout you
25 Mar 2016 | 21:03
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@aarti thanks for the I.v
25 Mar 2016 | 21:05
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They have already said it all but what I have to tell you is that taking your own life is not the solution because they are lot of people passing through more than what you are going through now... even if you have millions reasons to end it all but just look for only one reason to stay alive and also remember this challenges in life is what makes life interesting but you overcoming them is what makes it meaningful... coolvallers love you and we still need you alive @aarti thanks for the tag
25 Mar 2016 | 22:08
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Yeah @Crusher
26 Mar 2016 | 09:05
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