[color=black]EPISODE 20
I couldnt explain anything to them, cos i didnt want any display of emotions in the public. And somehow they seemed to understand, they all moved back to there seat, i saw the looks of on dera's face, i know she was really looking forward to launch. I smiled to myself, thank God am fine i thought. Am gonna call mum when the class is over. Soon lectures started. Somehow I felt a little bit happy about everything and i just couldnt explain why. Well what more should i do, when i just excaped death narrowly, a while ago. As the class ended i saw dera exhaled in relief. I watch her stood up and immediately walked to my sit, grabbed my hands and pulled me along.
Me: heeey!! Easy there princess am not that fit. I smiling. Then she stopped, placed her hands on my neck lowered my head a bit and our lips were glued together.
Dera: so where were you all night??
Me: just a minute i have to call my mom.
Dera: alright dee. I reach out for my phone and called mum.
Me: hello mum!
Mum: longtime dee
Me: mum i know i should have called you sooner, but i was alittle bit busy,.
Mum: so how is my baby doing.
Me: am fine mum, i really do miss you mum.
Mum: i know baby, dee your voice.....are you sure alright.
Me: yea...i...mean..am fine!
Mum; dee i know thats a lie, are you having a flu or sth?
Me: ok fine mum, its not something i can say on phone.
Mum; how about dinner, no launch by weekend.
Me: ok mum, your gonna pick me up right.
Mum: yes dee.
Me; i love you mum. And then i hunged up. Then i turned facing dera. Now we can go to the cafe, while she just smiled as we head towards the cafe and sat down. I was really hungry, i had place an order for spinach bacon and green salad.
Dera: dee!!! she said giving me this we are suposed to be talking look.
Me: oooh ok fine!. Yestiday i actually came by looking for you, i knew you'd be pissed i didnt make it to launch, after searching the entire school, i decided to check the female dorm and some one told me they saw your car head towards the beach, so i ran to the beach hoping to see you before it was dark. But then when i got to the beach it was already dark, i looked around and saw to lying board thats when it downed on me, you left a while ago, cos i ran passed a car which i took now interest in. I decided to call jimmy but when i dipped my hands in my pockets my phone was not on me. Gradually the night became colder and colder and my whole body felt numb, i felt myself lossing conciousness when help came. I explained to her trying not to be emotional at all in other to keep the atmosphere warm.
Dera: am sorry i had to make you look for me dee. Really i dont think i would ever stop blaming myself if something bad happened.
Me: smiling i know dear i said touching her hair, no lets eat, i need to take my med.
Dera: your on drugs?? Since when?
Me: last night i said smiling, while she gave me the are you sure you are alright look.
Me; really am fine, this are just there to make me better soonest. Then she smiled, and we continued our discussion on other issues ranging from, school, class and i even told her i was attending cooking classes, which seemed funny to her. Then i took my drugs, soon she was done with her talk launch, were she never tasted a thing.
Dera: lets go to my room.
Me: smiling why??
Dera: hahaha dee seriously i just want to show you my room, when next you want to go insearch of me, although am sure you wont have to, but you have to check there first and then go with someone if its getting dark ok??
Me: ok ma[color/]