Diary of an imostar deleted scenes friday 16/11/2012

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"i'm sorry dear" i apologised to her, as i sat down on the bed beside her, while she just lay on her stomach with her palms covering her face, but then after her initial scream, she had kept quiet even though i knew that she was in pain, and my heart pounded heavily in fear cos i really did not intend to hurt her, "please dear i'm so sorry" i pleaded again as i touched her hair, but she just pushed off my hand this time around, "go joor you are too rough" she said to me quietly, even though her face was still covered with her palms, and i just sat beside her in confusion with a pounding heart beat, cos i really 'knew not' what else to do.... Her phone soon rang moments later inside her handbag, but she refused to answer it and i became jealous and suspicious once more as i wondered who the caller might be......

"i'm going back to my room" she said to me minutes later when she had gotten herself and i tried to hold her hand, but she resisted by folding it as she sat up, "i'm sorry nah" i still apologised her again, and she eyed me with a sigh,

"i'm tired of this whole thing, please i do like my freedom, besides am not your wife, so please let me be, i'm not comfortable with your behaviour any more, its over between us, please go and look for another girl you can control because it dosent work for me"

she finally said to me as she stood up and i also got up as well and blocked her path, by standing in front of my door, "why are you doing this to me, please i'm sorry nah or is it because of the birthday party?" i pleaded and asked her, but she sighed again and made to push me out of the way in order to leave my room, but i stood strongly on the ground and she gave up in anger, "i will scream for people to hear our voice ooo if you don't leave me alone" she threatened while i swallowed hard, "why are you doing this to me nah??" i asked her again with a pleading tone, and she looked at me as she smiled in contempt, "comot there jor" she said to me while i looked at her with pain and sorrow as i fought back tears which were forming quickly in my eyes, cos i really do love her, with my whole heart and cheating or forgetting about her was really the last thing on my mind that moment, and as i thought about how i would endure her absense, tears finally fell out of my eyes and i immediately looked down in order to hide it from her, but then i was late in doing it, for christy also saw it as well, and for the first time, i saw her mood change as she looked at me with pity {before i brought down my face, in order to hide my tears}

And i was extremely surprised as she drew closer to me, "i'm sorry too" she said sweetly to me as she lifted up my face and i looked up to see her also in tears...........

To be continued.......