Diary of an imostar deleted scenes monday 12/11/2012

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christy soon opened her door halfway, minutes later when i was almost tired of knocking, and i peeped inside her room immediately and my heart skipped as i saw chris inside, "pls later we will talk" she said to me, before closing her door again, and i silently went back to my room without asking any question, while i almost shed tears, cos i couldn't really endure the torture... Its true that, they might really not be doing anything silly, but then i really felt the pain of betrayal or jealousy, cos it isn't easy to stand and watch someone you call your girl, in a locked room alone with a boy, whom you knew was waiting for the right moment to devour her........

I bore my problems alone for i couldn't tell frank, because he really thought that all was well between christy and i, likewise other hostel friends and so i really found it hard to tell anyone, but then how am i to tell my friends that i couldn't control my girl?? Hmmmm, and its really a very hard thing to do......

Around 6pm that evening she finally came to my room and i looked at her without knowing what to tell her, cos even though she treated me as she felt like, i still cared and loved her, "why were you knocking at my door earlier?" she asked me, and i brought out the ice cream and gave to her, "that was what i had wanted to give you" i said to her and she smiled as she took it, "wow thanks" she said to me and i became happy again, when i saw her happy, and i looked at her with admiration, cos truthfully she was the type of girl, we do call "big girl" and i really knew that my level was yet to reach her's, for i was still like an average student who was just lucky enough to furnish his room to taste, but my looks and dressing have not really improved by then, and i really had no "swag"{slang}........

"i'm glad you are happy" i finally said to her, as she ate the ice cream and she looked me over with a smile, "don't ever make that kind of comment you made earlier again, please" she said to me, and i nodded in acceptance, even though i had a whole lot of questions in my mind that i wished to ask her, but then trying it, would really be sucidial.........

And so i endured silently as i tried all i could to win her heart, and even to the extent of fetching water every morning for her............

But then, what i did not know was that the more i tried to please her, the more foolish i looked and behaved, and i couldn't really help but wonder now whether she do laugh at me behind my back those moments.........

To be continued......