Diary of an imostar deleted-scenes saturday 10/11/2012

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but then it wasn't only the feeling of being inferior and shy, which prevented me from having a taste of the feminine honey pot on time, but then it was also that i only made friends with the wrong girls who really came not because of love but for pleasure,
but then my heart was filled with love and i seeked for love and not for fun, however girls i tend to like during those periods really did not notice me and those who did notice, had other ulterior motives in their minds, even though most of them were "stunch players" especially 'nma' who almost came close to getting me disvirgined,

even though our financial situation at home had improved, in my second year in school, all i could boast of, was still just a well furnished room, which beckoned and attracted the ladies, however apart from that, i was still a simple boy who kept to himself, for my mode of dressing was still like a typical nigerian undergraduate and so most of the girls truly did not pay any special attention to me until i met christy......

I knew in my previous episodes in the sexuality section my description of how i got christy sounded very easy, but truthfully it wasn't really that easy for me before i could get a bit of her love, and even when we finally did get intimate, it was from one problem and quarrel to another, that i really passed through my first relationship with fear, for i was always blackmailed, threatened and even cheated upon, yet i begged and begged, just because she was the one who disvirgined me and i couldn't even reason or think of having another girl aside her...... But truthfully,

Christy never really said yes to me nor officially accepted me as her boyfriend, but instead, we just made love together, when she broke up with her boyfriend who had cheated on her,{even though she never told me then, but i later found out} and being my first time of being intimate with anyone, i worshipped and adored her, while she treated me as she felt like, even with rules and regulation, which was extremely quite unbelieveable yet true...... And now i couldn't help but feel that she actually used me to get over her boyfriend, and when she confirmed that i was a virgin, i became a perfect toy in her hands.........

Hmmmm dearest friends our diary for the delected scenes have finally been opened.......

Do stay tuned as i share my most humilating secrets..........

To be continued....