Diary of an imostar deleted scenes thursday 14/11/2012

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we made love very well that evening, while she changed from one position to another as she taught me how to satisfy a woman and i smiled to myself in joy, as i eagerly learnt and satisfied my se.xual urge as well, and what a great student i really was, for as we all know, bad things are very easy to learn..........

But then love making wasn't really the only thing that i needed from christy that period, cos i wanted her whole being for myself alone, which she never really agreed upon, especially as regards to her friendship with chris, for she refused to let go of him, "please chris do help me alot in school and so i don't think there is anything you will say that will stop me from being friends with him" christy always said to me, without beating around the bush each time, i tried to convince her to stop hanging out with him, and seriously that boy chris was really a thorn in the flesh and he still continued to visit christy even though he knew that i was dating her.....

And seriously dearest friends, there was really nothing i could do then, but only to hope and pray, even though i had the feeling that something would go wrong sooner or later......

And then i couldn't go after another girl cos christy always drained my pocket, and so i couldn't really afford another girl, besides i wasn't yet an expert, and so i found myself always dancing to her tone, but then another surprising thing about our relationship was that she had many male friends who called her at random, while she prevented me from having even a single female friend, or to even talk to a hostel girl, and so that was how she really used my head, while i endured cos i couldn't afford to lose her, which she knew and utilized to her advantage, while i kept on falling more in love with her, to the extent that i hardly travelled home any longer inorder to be with her at all times, cos i also feared to leave her alone then, in order not to give another sharp guy the chance to take over my place, and so that was how i dated christy with fear, while people especially other hostel girls envied us, without even knowing what i was going through.......

But then i really did not feel any of the bad things christy did to me that much, because she was my first love, whom i cherished so much.........

To be continued........