Diary of an imostar deleted scenes tuesday 13/11/2012

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as days went by, i continued to suffer more of her bad behaviour towards me, but then i couldn't really complain nor warn her, because i was scared of losing her, besides she still gave me the very much needed sex which i wanted badly almost every other day,.......,.

She really did not fear me those periods, because she thought that i couldn't afford to lose her, which was really true, but then my heart was the one which suffered the most, for she always do answer all her phone calls in my presence without even minding of how i felt, yet i couldn't complain, until one day about 3weeks into our relationship when she travelled to portharcout without my knowledge......

"please don't bother to call me, i'm on my way to portharcourt" she had informed me on phone one friday evening, when i was still in school for a "practical lecture" and i gasped in surprise when i heard her say those words, "why are you going to portharcourt nah?" i asked her, but she just ended the call without replying me, and i felt a sharp pain as she did that, but still yet i obeyed and never called her number back, even though i slept that night with tears in my eyes cos i was really dying in silence while outsider's thought that i was enjoying christy........

She however returned around 9am the following day which was saturday, with foodstuffs and provisions and she hugged me in happiness when i opened my door for her, for she first came to my room which was almost opposite her's when she returned from that trip......

"where you go nah?" i asked her in anger and she smiled, "sorry dear i just rushed to see my aunt who invited me yesterday evening" she explained to me, and i kept quiet and said nothing further, even though i knew that something was amiss, but truthfully, i really found it easier that moment to believe her lie instead of allowing my heart to pass through another trauma, besides i really had no option then, because i was still unable to get over the charm, with which she held me hostage with.......

But however, i finally shouted at her for the first time, that same saturday evening, when a guy called her on phone around 8pm, when we were together in my room and they laughed and joked, about the events of the previous day and it pained me as i immediately concluded that it was the guy whom she went to visit in portharcourt, that was talking on phone with her, "so it wasn't her aunt she went to visit after-all" i said to myself as my anger grew, and i drew her hand that fateful evening and snatched her phone from her without any second thought, while her face and eyes burned furiously as she faced me, and i swallowed hard as i realised what i had done, for i had snatched her phone in anger without knowing when i did it, and my heart pounded furiously as i watched christy who immediately composed herself for a fight..........

To be continued.......