Diary of an imostar deleted scenes saturday 17/11/2012

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my relationship with christy continued to improve, and it even got to an extent that, she only recieved two or three phone calls in a single day, unlike before, when she used to recieve dozens of phone calls in a day.........

Her behaviour also changed for good to me as well, as she kind of spent more time with me, which really delighted me, but then her change in behaviour really came with a very high price, for she now left everything concerning her welfare and feeding in my hands, which really was devastating...
Its true that i have been spending much on her before, but this time around it kind of doubled to an alarming rate, that my behaviour changed from a student to that of a family man who is catering for his family, but still, i couldn't really complain cos i loved her terribly and besides i vividly remembered her comment the first time i had tried to avoid giving her money to "'sort a course", "dear please its better you leave me alone now, so that we can be just friends, if you know that you can't take care of me anymore, cos i won't lie to you, my family isn't rich and so i do need a capable guy who can maintain me" she had said to me that fateful day without mincing words, and i knew that she was very serious with her comment that fateful day......

Christy is a girl who really knew how to get whatever she ¤likes¤, and maybe because of the way i had furnished my room, with my quiet nature and innocence, she had seen me as a tool to satisfy her financial need, and hence her rush in disvirgining me and thereafter her exploits and manipulation began while she used chris as a tool to pass all her exams....... Another bad side of christy also, was her inability to admit her mistakes or accept that she was wrong in something, for she always behaved as if she was right in everything she does......

However Our quarrel soon commenced again, when it became obvious that i couldn't meet all her needs and seriously i really tried to satisfy her with my bulky allowance, but then like i also said earlier, she always do shop weekly for foodstuffs, which she always buy in large quantities, not including daily purshases{like bread and other minor things}and that alone always leaves a big hole{opening} in my allowance, not to talk of her hair cream and other feminine things which i do pay for, but yet stupid of me, i still continued sheepishly with our affair, which left me dry and empty just because i was in a relationship, and what of my studies?? Hmmmm, that period was equally the genesis of my low grade, while christy's G.P{grade} continued to increase....... Cos she never hesitates to show me her results then, while i shamefully hid mine.........

Hmmmm, and i know that you all are shaking your heads in disgust....... But then i must still say the truth.......cos some relationships ain't worth it.......

To be continued........