Diary of an imostar deleted scenes sunday 18/11/2012

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however even though i behaved stupidly then, i still was intelligent enough to know that my relationship with christy wouldn't last long, for it really had no strong foundation, and so i knew then that 'any small wind which will eventually come along, must surely blow it away', besides she dosen't really hide the fact to me that she needed a capable guy who will be able to take care of her financially, and so i needed no one to tell me that she was just buying her time with me until "a capable guy finally comes along".....

I knew all these things about christy, yet what did i do?, hmmmm, absolutely nothing, and when her behaviour kind of improved towards me, i only hoped and prayed for it to improve more, which really was a big mistake on my part....

I knew christy's character appeared weird then, but truthfully, her behaviour was even better than 80% of the girls in our school that period{even now}, besides i only got to know much about her lifestyle just because we lived together, and so the closeness made me notice things which i wouldn't have noticed supposing i was living far away or in another location..... Hmmmm, i equally knew then, that there are better girls than christy, but then the big problem however was how to identify the good ones because they all appeared innocent with pretence inside their genes, and besides as i said in my earlier episodes most girls only do accept our friendship, just because of what they would gain from us at first, but might then later start to develop love or feelings if we are lucky enough{my opinion}.......

And so my relationship with christy progressed even though i suffered in silence and all i got from it, was just good food, sex and "boasted ego" which really was enough for me that period, besides it wasn't really easy to date a girl who you could boast to be at least 90% yours with my level then, when most male students who were in the same level with me{students with little or no swag} couldn't even boast of one sincere female friend not to talk of a lover, cos what most of them do then was just to bleep at any given opportunity with any available girl, {which might even be once in a month} and most times it always do end after the sex, cos the girl won't accept to date them{mostly done by runz girls in most hostels}.......


moreover christy was the hostel queen{an award given yearly in most hostels and it is competitive sometimes} that year, and so my ego was extremely high as i dug my own grave, while other guys envied me........ But we soon quarrelled again and this time around we broke up for two weeks........

pls do stay tuned

To be continued.....