Diary of an imostar deleted scenes thursday 29/11/2012

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i opened my door and immediately composed myself, when i saw that it was James and uche, 'my male neighbours' standing behind my door, and we shook hands before they entered inside my room, "this one it took you time to open your door, your wife dey?" james asked me jokinly and i forced out a smile, "i'm all alone" i said to them, as they sat down and james changed the station showing in my tv to "euro sports news" "o boy i no sey you no watch last night match so no need to ask you the scores" uche said to me and i smiled, "una no go understand" i said to them.......

They kept me company throughout that tuesday afternoon and even the early part of the evening and around 5pm when they were leaving i followed them out at the same time, cos i couldn't bear to stay alone in my room and off to frank's house i went that evening to spend the night, where i ended up not sleeping, cos we spent the whole night playing football game and he kept on winning me with his mastery of P.S tricks through out that night......

I returned to my hostel around 6:15am wednesday morning, with a plan to travel home and spend three days with my dad, since i heard earlier that he would be holding a series of political meeting at home, "at least that will keep me busy" i had said to myself cos nothing is really more stressful than running errands for my dad, who was very fond of ordering someone around, and so i returned to my hostel that morning with a dry eye wrapped up in a sad face, and the first thing i did was to pack out christy's things, cos i couldn't bear to see them anymore, and i packed them in order to return them back to her, and truthful i did all those things not because i had gotten over her, but just because i had seen that she had choosed the person that she wanted, and i knew that i had finally lost out even though i refused to admit it to myself, and my case was an example of "hopes and betrayals"

i knocked gently on her door, later that morning and she opened it a minute later and gasped at me in surprise as she saw me with her things, for she had not expected me to be the person to bring it back to her, and i handed it over to her, "please check whether i left anything out" i said to her and she dropped them on the floor to cross-check and i was surprised to see her hands shake as she went over them, while i stood at her door post, "why is her hand shaking" i asked myself and i shook my head in agony, cos i knew not, and truthfully i still badly wanted her back, but then i knew i had no right in her life any longer and so there was no basis for me to hope again, "i can't really remember all of them, if i remember any other one i will come over to your room and collect it" she said to me, bringing me out of my thoughts, and i grinned at her "i wont be around oo except maybe, you will have to wait till next week for that" i said to her in a composed manner, and she looked at me in surprise as she wondered where i got my newly found confidence from.........


To be continued..........