Diary of an imostar deleted scenes wednesday 28/11/2012

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i have never cried for any lady the way i cried for christy that afternoon, but still yet no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't get myself to block her out of my mind, and after exhausting myself that afternoon, i slept off with my thoughts, as i planned on my next move, seriously this moment could have been the period franks advice would have been helpful, but then how do i get myself to tell him that a mere girl was treating me in such manner, hmmmm, that really was a big thing to do, cos as i said earlier he had always thought that my relationship with christy was more than perfect, besides we always do brag together how both our girlfriends do lick our feet and so i knew that i couldn't get myself to tell him and that also led to my downfall......

However, i soon sprang up from my sleep when i heard two people laughing loudly and my jaw drew again while my heart pounded louder, when i heard the voice of christy and chris as they laughed loudly, probably for me to hear, and "my mind jumped into my stomach", as i bit my lips in confusion, cos truthfully i knew that i had no strength to confront them and i equally knew that christy had purposely invited him to see what i would do, and my vision blurred as tears formed in my eyes once again, "why is this girl doing this to me" i asked myself, and i felt that moment like a guy who just sat and watched, while another guy made love to his girlfriend. Its true that chris do use to visit her before, but this time around, his visit was kind of different, cos i knew that they were all out to humilate and mock me, "oh and i just felt like to disappear that moment" cos i really couldn't bear it any longer, but all i did was just to sit in my room in confusion, and in deep thought, as well as restless, while chris and christy chatted and laughed loudly and it was like she also opened her room door which was a bit opposite mine in order for me to hear them very well and i stood up heart broken and in despair and switched on my sound system, which i also increased the volume in order not to hear their voice again.......

But upon all these humilations, i knew in my heart that i still wanted christy badly, "is it charm or love?" i really knew not, but then few minutes later i heard someone knock on my door and i reduced the volume of my sound system and listened again.....

"kpom kpom kpom!" i heard on my door again, and this time around the knock was a little bit louder and i peeped into the keyhole on my door, but all i could only see was just two people standing behind my door, and i couldn't really make out who they were, cos they weren't talking and i also couldn't see much from the keyhole because of its tiny nature, hmmmm, i breathed deeply, turned my door handle and opened my door...........

To be continued.........
Pls don't go away....