Diary of an imostar deleted scenes wednesday 5/12/2012

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i returned back to school that january with a different "mind-set", while my heart fell in love with a new thing, which was my car, but however it really was hard for me to delete the text message which christy sent me that christmas period, that i even read it almost everyday, over and over again, and it gently found its way into my memory.....

"Hope you are fine, just want to tell you to stop disturbing my line, cos as i told you before i travelled, my suitors are coming, and i will be getting engaged, so try and find another girl cos you are a good guy, but as for me, it is over between us, so pls stop hoping"

was the 'text bomb' she sent me that xmas, which really blew and shattered my heart, and the scar it gave me was so deep that when i finally survived it, i knew that moment that i could withstand any shock from anywhere, and from that moment i started to see every woman as a commodity, which could be purchased when needed, and with my newly found status, my plan was to purchase and utilize as much of them that i could find.......

And that january when i finally returned back to school, i was surprised to see christy still single and a bit 'thinner' than she used to be, and the first time i saw her that january, my heart skipped a bit but i still maintained my composure, and 'walked away', without saying anything to her for she didn't even greet me, or maybe she was waiting for me to be the first to talk to her, i really knew not, cos it was downstairs by the staircase.....

But then, it seemed like she had hoped to get married or engaged that xmas, but it didn't work out as she planned and by then it was already late for her, due to the text message she earlier sent me, and when she later returned that january and saw my new status, she was really flabbergasted and knew not what to do, and with my change in atitude she also maintained her distance from me, for she never came to beg me for one day, which really surprised me, but then, i thought maybe it was her pride, cos no matter anything, "christy is still a very proud girl", but instead of her to beg me, she went ahead to do one of the most shocking thing, which i really knew not, that it was possible for a girl to do then.......

And what really was that???....... Hmmmm,

do stay tuned.....
To be continued.......