heartbreaks episode 9

Heartbreaks
(A true life story)
Episode 9

I have learnt my lessons in a hard way, but I have decided that this will not weigh me down. It is time to move ahead. And the first thing is to leave this hostel, I can't be seeing Joe and Anna and Bright almost everyday, and so with this i set to look for another hostel, days later I packed out of that compound.

I am beginning to pick up the pieces of my life, school was going smooth, I am now in 200level, I no longer share classes with Joe or Anna and this was a huge relief for me. We just resumed our first semester of the second year. Throughout my stay at home during the holidays, I didn't think of Joe or Bright, but as soon as I got back to school, even though we ain't in same hostel no more, the memories came back, this time I didn't feel bad instead I told myself it was making me a stronger woman. I knew I have moved on.

On this faithful day, I was on my way from class, suddenly I started feeling pains in my stomach, at first I was beating it, but at a point the pains became unbearable, I had to stop and rest. And so I sat by the road side crying, I tried to call Lucy but her number was switched off. Since I moved out of the house where we used to stay I hardly see her, except in class.when I couldn't reach her, I sat down and cried, I was still crying when this guy walked up to me. Are you okay? He asked? I looked at him and told him I was fine. No you are not he replied, you are crying! I said am fine I told him. But this guy was stubborn and wouldn't bulge. I decided to leave him there. I tried to stand, but I couldn't, I was falling, he quickly caught me , and then he told me to lean on him, I had no choice but to do so. Then he asked me for my address. I didn't hesitate to give him, and that was how Sammy came into my life.

Sammy took me to my house, he took care of me that day, he even went to get me some drugs. He helped me warm my food before he left. He collected my number and made sure he called me when he got home to know how I was feeling. I told him I was better. It was then I asked him where his hostel was, then he laughed and said he does not school in
DELSU , that he only came to see a friend. I was a bit relieved because I have promised myself that I was never talking with any DELSU guys in my life again. I ended the call and I slept off.

Three days later, Sammy left DELSU, we have become so close in this few days. He calls me every morning and every night. And so I was not surprised when i Started missing him after
he left.

You can't teach the heart who and when to love can you? I was in love again. I will be careful this time I told myself. I didn't want to tell Lucy about it and so I kept it to myself. It wasn't for long before Sammy and I started dating.. ....when he come to town, I know he came to see me. It was awesome , it was beautiful. But Sammy was not as rich as Joe. I was the one spending, I bought clothes for him, when we go out I pay for whatever stuff we buy, I even have to give him tfare whenever he comes visiting me and honestly I didn't care. I was happy that he was with me, that was all that mattered to me.

The only thing sammy had to offer me was sex. But this time I took Lucy's advice, I always used condoms because I didn't want what happened before to repeat itself. Something kept telling me that Sammy was a player and will break my heart again like joe, but I was adamant, I kept telling myself that before he will dump me I will dump him. I kept telling myself that I did not love him enough and that he can go if he wants and I won't feel hurt like I did with Joe but I was wrong. I was already in love with Sammy without my knowing!