How do I forgive this episode 2

HOW CAN I FORGIVE THIS EPISODE 2

I never knew this woman can be so heartless to me, I never knew this woman can do this to her only daughter, I never knew this woman can go to this length by forcing her daughter of 4 months twins pregnant to take abortion pills.

Has this woman forgotten when things went bad that I singlehandedly took responsibilities of their family? Has she forgotten how heavy breeze removed their roofing that I fixed it, has she forgotten so soon how I sold my 2 plot of land to make sure her first born secured the federal government job which they demanded for 300k before taken him? Did I denied of her daughter pregnant? Now I know this world is full of wickedness. How can a mother do this to her daughter. I was in my room crying talking to myself when someone knocked my door, I reluctantly open the door to see 2 police men pointed gun at me with the woman and I was arrested again. The woman bribed those officers to tortured me day and night.

My boss went to the woman to begged her to released me but she refused. The style of beating in the morning is different from evening. My back, my shoulder and my kneels was peel as a result of the beating. My light skin became something else. U hardly recognize me if u don’t know me well. The worst part, the cell they kept me, no space to laying down only standing. I stood to the extent I couldn’t stand well again. My 2 legs swelled. My legs was shaking. I was just crying , praying for death as the pains became unbearable.

After a month the woman took the matter to Court that I killed her daughter. Despite my boss efforts I was still given 5 years imprisonment with hard labour. I cried to the extent that my eyes swelled for 2 good weeks. I saw hell in the prison, I saw how life means nothing in the prison. I saw how life wasted every week in the prison. Every Saturday evening was specially for hanging. In that prison, at least 5 inmates must die by hanging every week depending on your judgement. In that prison I discovered some young promising innocent guys died for an offense they know nothing about. I met a young innocent guy that was hanged to death after a month we knew each other. The guy was arrested in a bar along with some guys he don’t even know. Honestly, Nothing is more painful than knowing the exact date and time u would die.

The very day they hanged this guy, few hours to his death, he held me crying, telling me to pray for him. Right in front of me 2 prison officers came and took the guy away from me. I couldn’t control my tears as the guy was bidding me goodbye. I felt like I am not on this Earth again, I felt like it was a dream.

That was the last time I saw the guy. That was the last time I set my eyes on him. Human being corpse was disposed like a dead rat. In that prison human being died like a chicken. I never knew I can experienced such things in my life, I never knew human being life has no meaning to people. I never knew such things exists. I never knew people die in a hard way. I suffered, I passed through a lot in that prison. The five years was like 50 years. I was released after the five years given to me. I came back home calculated the souls that lost their lives during the five years I spent in the prison was something else. I became down with fever, my light skin has turned into grey colour. I couldn’t come outside for 2days. The third day, I picked my bag and traveled to amabra State with the little money given to me in the prison. To be continue