How do I forgive this episode 4

HOW DO I FORGIVE THIS EPISODE 4.

I have already gave up bcoz no one I can call that has such amount of money. Judgement day shall tells, how can a human being be this heartless. I overheard one saying killing is my hubby. Without wasting time they called the other guy Daddy on phone. The man was just begging them that they should give him tomorrow to get the money ready.

Now my turn before the last person. Their boss looked at me for like 2 minutes before he finally spoke up. Guy do you have anyone we can call? I looked my two side Axe and Cutlass were already pointed at me. I don’t even know when I said yes. I could see smile on their faces as I said yes but deep down in my heart no one to call.

I don’t even have a phone again. I just formulated number and gave them. They try the number 3 times not reachable. They were already boiled with anger. They first left me and called the last person. The guy just broke down crying. Mr Man crying won’t safe u, Just give us a number to call the person who can pay 3 millions naira. Their boss question. The guy responded, sir I can call my father but I don’t think he can afford the 3 millions. See guy I hate poor people I mean anything poor, if ur father can not afford just tell us so that we can send you to join ur ancestors then in ur next life u won’t come back poor again.

They called the guy father but the man told them he only have 10k that has never touched 3 millions in his entire life. Right in front of me they first cut down the guy two hands and his right leg with their sharp Cutlass. They turned to that my friend they first cut his ear, they shot him, telling him to go and question his God why he made him poor. The following day, the other guy was released as his father paid the 3 millions naira cash. I was the only one left. I was told to give them another number to call or else I should consider myself a dead rat. I have to form another number for them. My heartbeat increase as the number started ringing.

They phone was on speaker I was hearing all the conversation as the man picked the call. He told them to give him 2 days to provide the money. They gave me phone to speak with him Which I did. I was surprised as the person cooperate with them. Someone I didn’t know, I guess he knew I am in danger. The third day the person didn’t show up. They went and tied me in a tree far from that area giving a beating of my life telling me if the person didn’t show up tomorrow I should consider myself dead. I was tied there for completely 2days before police men came to my rescued. The second number we call was actually a police man number from another state. Those kidnappers were arrested as the police man with his troops traced the direction.

After they left me, I was just crying, remembering people those kidnappers killed in my present. Honestly life has not treated me well. I can’t find my biological father. I spent 5 years with hard labour in the prison. Just Look at my back, look at my face how peel I am. I left my village wether things can change for me. I don’t think I can cope in this state. Immediately I entered the main road people were running.

Another wahala again, Me that was weak before. I just managed run enter one compound. After that day I started begging for money.
As the money I begged complete my transport, I just transport myself back to my village. I rather face the shame than this. Immediately my boss saw me he broke down in tears. What I passed through made me lean. My skin and everything about me changed. My boss took me to hospital which I spent a week before I was discharged. People who saw me thought I am having Hiv.After some months I regained myself and started my work.

It took me 6years more before I decided to have a girlfriend. I sponsor the girl and her 2 younger brother to school. After the girl finished her university she said she can’t marry me that I am a bastard and illiterate. I went to her mom to report what her daughter told me. The woman told me same thing that her precious daughter can not marry a bastard. Let me just die and leave this world. To be continue