#FRIDAY_SPECIAL
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Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You
come home from schoo l one day. You’ve
had yet another horrible day . You’re just
ready to give up. So you go to your room,
close the door , and take out that suicide
note you’ve written and rewritten over and
over and over You take out those razor
blades , and cut for the very last time .
You grab that bottle of pills and take them
all. Laying down, holding the letter to your
chest , you close your eyes for the very last
time. A few hours later, your little brother
knocks on your door to come tell you
dinners ready . You don’t answer, so he
walks in. All he sees is you laying on your
bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your
mom this. Your mom goes to your room to
wake you up. She notices something is odd
. She grabs the paper in your hand and
reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you
up. She’s screaming your name. Your
brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that
“Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.”
Your dad runs to your room. He looks at
your mom, crying, holding the letter to her
chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It
hits him, what’s going on, and he screams.
He screams and throws something at the
wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts
to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and
they sit there, holding each other, crying.
The next day at school, there’s an
announcement. The principal tells everyone
about your suicide . It takes a few seconds
for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone
goes silent . Everyone blames themselves
. Your teachers think they were too hard
on you . Those mean popular girls, they
think of all the things they’ve said to you .
That boy that used to tease you and call you
names, he can’t help but hate himself for
never telling you how beautiful you really
are . Your ex boyfriend, the one that you
told everything to, that broke up with you..
He can’t handle it . He breaks down and
starts crying, and runs out of the school.
Your friends? They’re sobbing too,
wondering how they could never see that
anything was wrong , wishing they could
have helped you before it was too late .
And your best friend? She’s in shock.
She can’t believe it. She knew what you were
going through, but she never thought it
would get that bad … Bad enough for you
to end it . She can’t cry, she can’t feel
anything . She stands up, walks out of the
classroom, and just sinks to the floor.
Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming
out . It’s a few days later, at your funeral.
The whole town came. Everyone knew
you, that girl with the bright smile and
bubbly personality . The one that was
always there for them, the shoulder to cry
on. Lots of people talk about all the good
memories they had with you, there were a
lot . Everyone’s crying, your little brother
still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s
too young . Your parents just said you
died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big
sister, you were supposed to always be
there for him . Your best friend, she stays
strong through the entire service, but as
soon as they start lowering your casket into
the ground, she just loses it. She cries and
cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two
years later. Your teachers all quit their job.
Those mean girls have eating disorders
now. That boy that used to tease you cuts
himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn’t know
how to love anymore and just sleeps around
with girls. Your friends all go into
depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill
herself. She didn’t succeed like you did, but
she tried…your brother? He finally found
out the truth about your death. He self
harms, he cries at night, he does exactly
what you did for years leading up to your
suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell
apart. Your dad became a workaholic to
distract himself from your death. Your mom
got diagnosed with depression and just lays
in bed all day. People care. You may not
think so, but they do. Your choices don’t
just effect you. They effect everyone. Don’t
end your life, you have so much to live for .
Things can’t get better if you give up. I’m
here for absolutely anyone that needs to
talk, no matter who you are. Even if we’ve
NEVER talked before, I’m here for you .
Copy and paste this as your status to show
people there are people out there that
care.let's see who actually read all of it.
For anyone that feels this way
Could 1 friend, please copy and repost (not
share)? We are trying to demonstrate that
someone's always listening.
There is still some beauty to life. Just don't
get yourself on the wrong side of the law.
#SuicideAwareness . Please know that we
care......#lifeisprecious
#deresnothingworththewaste
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#HappyJumat
