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Hello Coolvallers,, my name is *******, am a married
woman. I got married two years ago, from the
day my husband came to our house with his
people, his brother took a special likeness for
me, and it was obvious whenever this brother of
his sees me, he will always hug me and hold
me tight. Initially I felt it was harmless so I
played along and even started calling him my
husband too.
Things continue without issues until sometime
last year when my husband got a lecturing job
at ********* university, the appointment meant
that he spends lesser time at home with me
and more time in school, he often comes home
sometime once in 2 or 3 weeks. Staying alone
with our son became lonely for me, I told him
and he suggested that I should bring his or my
younger sibling, I was even the one who
suggested his brother who was still job hunting
because was free with him and that was the
beginning of my problems. My husband inform
him and ask him to leave his base in Lagos to
come stay with us in Port-Harcourt, I was over-
joyed because honestly, the loneliness in the
house was driving me crazy. When he arrived
around July last year, my husband opened up a
poultry business to keep busy with while he is
still searching for another job because his
passion is in banking. Our routine then was
simply stay at the poultry after school run and
gist the entire whole day away, I wasn’t working
then because my husband said no work until
after raising kids. While all this was going on I
will always tease him about not having a
girlfriend. Whenever I tease him about it, he will
say I am his wife so he doesn’t need a girl
friend anymore, all the signs was there but I
ignored them thinking it was nothing. The first
thing that in noticed was that he started been
unhappy whenever my husband is around, but
whenever he leaves the normal happy him re-
appears. Late one night, I started vomiting, it
was a case of severe food poisoning, he drove
me to the hospital and called my husband to
inform him of my sickness, my husband spoke
with the doctor and the doctor told him I have
acute typhoid fever and Hepatitis A for which I
was treated and discharged. The doctor warned
me to stay off some certain foods and rest
properly when I go home. When we got back
home, my brother in-law showed me enough
love day and night, he took care of me, cook
the foods, wash the dishes and also taking my
son to and from school. Imagine my surprise
when I got to the bathroom one morning and
discovered that my brother in-law washed the
underwear I soaked overnight, I was
embarrassed and thrilled at the same time
because my husband has never gone near my
under wear talk more of washing them. I didn’t
know how to thank him, so I called him hug and
pecked him and told him how happy I was but
told him not to try it again, he told me there
was nothing wrong in washing my under wear
that after all I am his wife. We laughed it off
but it didn’t stop there but I also noticed he had
an instant erection when I hugged him but I
pretended not to notice so I would not
embarrass him any further, he kept on doing it
any chance he got that I had no other option
than to start hiding my under wear, I don’t even
soak them anymore. One night around
September, I slept off while we were watching
movie late at night only to wake up in his arms
when he was carrying me to the bed, I wanted
to scream at him but something held me back, I
actually like the way he pampers me so I
wouldn’t like to discourage him, he carried me
as if I was breakable and place me on the bed,
covered me with duvet and kissed me goodnight
on the fore head before leaving. Aunty Laila,
that was the best any man including my
husband has ever treated me, I couldn’t sleep
again that night, the following days was
horrible, the tension was as thick as kpomo, I
was actually falling in love with him, I never
believed this man came from the same womb
with my authoritative husband, in contrast, the
difference is clear. One thing led to another
and one night when he carried me to bed as
usual, I held him back when he wanted to leave
and kissed him, he kissed me back and started
caressing me, I tried stopping him but I was too
weak, my whole soul and body wanted him and
so we made love. I felt guilty but I couldn’t
stop myself, our affair continued after that
night, and to be honest, I had the best time of
my life. Last week Wednesday, he came to me
with a letter grinning from ear to ear, I told the
letter from him and read it, it was a letter of
appointment with access bank and the sad
news was that they were posting him to a new
branch in Delta state and he is to resume in
march, i have been crying my eyes out begging
him not to leave me, he told me what we had
was real but wrong but that he will be coming
every weekend, this was the first time he was
refusing me something in his entire life, I feel
used because I know if I was in his shoes I
wouldn’t leave him just like that upon the
sacrifices I made including cheating on my
husband. He seduced me into this in the first
place. Since then, I have not spoken a word to
him. I know I am wrong in everything I have
done but you have to be in my shoe, experience
what I have experienced before you judge me. .
I didn’t know I have become this attached to
him. I cry myself to sleep every night and I
have lost weight. I don’t know how to survive
when he leaves. Please I need help from people
who have been in such a situation before to
please tell me how to stop loving somebody
who dosnt love you anymore
I am having suicidal feelings. It is that bad
