LOVE IS PAIN______a short story of love by ifediri

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[b]love is pain COMPLETE SEASON love is pain? i watched her wept my soul meltdown like an ice cubes. my heart broken and shattered my dreams aborted it hurts watching your love one perishing hopelessly. i wish I have powers i wish i could turn tide on our favour you're my every thing. i just wants to let you know that you're my destiny. how will i survive this, am losing my mind my head whirling rounds and rounds it feels like it's going to burst when i stare into your eyes all i see is pain ,pain hiding on her smiles we even look good in a broken mirror all i want is to die to end this pain. it's unbearable. staring at the hospital reports my heart beat very fast that it feels like it's going to break my ribcage. i can feel my heart pouring inside my stomach. tears rolled down freely finding their ways towards my sheeks heading South. i sobbed till my nose drained tears are not forth coming. i watched her dying helplessly wish i could help doctors said she got few months to live. " my love be strong we're going to overcome this. remember is us. your not alone:" "no sweet heart you have a family you have a better future you have not persecute your dreams let me go now my parents and siblings i committed on your care time to go. am sorry i will always love you till the end of time " she said sobbing "cry no more sweetie m your pain i felt i have no family i have no future i have no dreams i have no destiny. you're my family you're my future you're my dreams my everything. what again can i say to you i will never let go. you will be the mother of my unborn children. you're the lights in my future the stars in my dreams together we win. death can only kill the fresh not the soul. even if i die now our heart will always lives on. forever you're safe in my heart wipe away your tears be strong we will be away from it all together we will join our ancestors were no body could hurt us again their will be no more pain over there.please hold me tighter i wouldn't let go preserves the PEACE of your mind" " my love don't said that again am begging you let go. you will found Happiness with another girl. i was created to perish that's my destiny. you're not going to partake in my cause. go now. think of your mother. your lovely Sister what of your caring brother. our church needs you more. our charismatic needs you. go am already caused before birth. because i love you am setting you free. let me go please " we both sobbed i continued " i refused to believe you're cause you're a blessing to us. God loves us. his love is universal i have no future but you. the church could elect another leader yes my mumm loves me but i needs you more.she have achieved her role. she's aware that am here. my family knows my whereabouts we all loves you. be positive and believe don't gave up your will to live. doctors have said but it remained God where is your faith. our parish priests says your not going to die if only you believe. Catholic charismatic needs you more. say no more i wouldn't let go what we have is true love true love breaks all spells God is love together we will praise him in the assembly of his people. Rev father is coming to give you holy communion search your heart and confess your sins . doctors have spoken but God haven't. " "can't you see it am dying all my blood is conterminated even if fresh blood is injected it will still corrupts in two days if you truely loves me let me go. three of my siblings went this way my sickness is worster than hiv and aids. it has no cure please comfort my mother she have gone through many emotional trauma. she lost three children already and am not excluded. love gave her nothing but pain. she falls in love like us years ago but how did love rewards her pain.. i love you so much it's never my aim to brought you pain. love did. wipe away my parents tears for am already destined to die . they followed their heart and it land them on the pit of pain. let me go i begged in the name of God stay away from me." it hurts watching your love one perishing helplessly. i caused under my breath truely her three siblings died of same sickle cell anaemia. i knows very well that it has no cure. but i believe in miracles. how did we end here flash back*,, growing together was fun. she became my childhood friend despite the fact that our family is not in good terms. my senior sister always refer her as my wife and it makes me feel shy. like a seed our love started growing from nursery to primary from primary to secondary. we became best of friend recently we started dating. all i wanted is to spend my life here on earth with her. every month i donate my blood to her for her healthy living. now the sickle cell anaemia have eaten deep in her borne mallow she got 60days to live. she grows tinny that her eye sockets could contains a cup of tea. her eyes turn yellow mixed with green. she's a living horror. her mum is tired of crying every night tears soaked my pillow when i remember the fact that hee days are number. it makes me sick. what more can i say than to gave her hope. i wish she could share my body . all her vein surfaces on top.her hair falling off. her lips cracking. staring at her could makes hungry man vomiting his food. atimes she cried her head atimes her lungs or abdomen her suffering never end . every day by day she keep coming closer to her grave. " is true they died but your not going to die if only you believe close your eyes. connect to your soul don't be distracted communicate to God through your spirit. i loved you and i wouldn't let go" she did as i said shortly our priests arrived gave her holy communion after confession. after one month, i meet the doctors who advised me to show her lots of love that her life is shorter than prescribes. i told him his lying he laughed at me trying proving to me reasons why she must die scientifically. am losing my hope already am scared and worried as times fly is now a week to go. i went to the hospital to offer her my last gift. "my love my life my happiness my heart this is my last gift. i offer you my sword(holy bible) with this i cast out demons with this impossible became possible with this life enternal is assured happiness is complete in there. i promise never to let go but now as you wish am letting go" she forced a smile.i see pains hidden on her smiles together we cried our eyes out am now doubting my faith. i may die before her. we hold each other tighter as if she wants to escape. i broke the hug clean my face.used my palms to wipe away her tears we stared at each other for like 2hours it feel something is passing through us. i feel a wind hovering around us.she lost it i called her name trembling she refused opening her eyes. i lay her on her bed kissed her and left. i was a shadow of myself. am downcasted hopeless and weak i went straight to the desert were we charismatic use to pray every Friday night. i fall like a log of wood spread my hands lay flat cried to God through my spirit her parents her already purchased casket for her burial sympathisers already queuing at her house. something touched her that she left her bed, after three minutes doctor declared her missing. her parents was fetched immediately no one could guess nor gave clue idea where she went. the search commence for like 5hours Nneoma sneaked to the desert alone staying at the bush all alone she wept prayed and with a loud voice she shouted with her last strength "Eucharistic jesus i don't want to die i want to live" she fainted sooner rain begin to fall too many horrors begin to happen i opened my eyes reached for my phone it registered 12:23am how i managed to stay this long amazed me sooner i saw many horrific demons hovering round me quickly i reached for my bible only to remember i gave it to Nneoma. i feel defeated at first sooner i noticed i have a guest i shouted that name EUSTACE Jesus on the Eucharist i brought my rosary when suddenly my hands got hold of a legs that looks like a man slowly i looked to see his face then thunder strikes the rain fall heavily am not afraid again i can't see the man face,he start saying strange words of encouragement "ifediri my son fear not am with you remember your favourite prayers lights must always win over darkness you're the lights in your family your prayers have been answered i will blessed you above your mate if you remained loyal and obedient remember the prayers you people always came here to pray never quit i answered all of them arise and go home she's healed stop weeping for the living instead preserve the PEACE of your mind go always call on me i will be with till the end of time. """ the voice and the legs started dimming simultaneously till it vanished mighty wind blow round me and i stood on my foot started going till i saw someone laying helplessly i wonder who it could be,this unholy hour. i surmon courage went close flash her my phone torch only for me to see her my heart ached i don't know what to do. i stood there contemplating sooner i call her name. she opened her eyes and smiled she looked strong and healthy i move to help her but she stand by self. i dart backward coming with great force i hugged her and we said no words hands in hand we walked home slowly we trekked oh what a perfect match before she's alone right now we are a team against the world. day breaks and people was amazed to see her looking fresh young and strong some call her ogbanje some said she's posses some call her a sorcerer i seized the opportunity to announce she's healed. people laughed at me some saying i took weed and this must be the first. in bewilderment many joined to confirm medically. we stormed to the hospital doctor'was shocked "this was the first time this happened through out my profession" the tests was carried on her blood and miraculously she's now type AA genotype we disbelieve and went to more five hospital the results prove same. i went on my knees and praised God . our relationship became stronger for five month .i got her engaged she accepted to be my wife the mother of my unborn children the stars in my dreams. how happy we felt on each others arm she became my queen i became her king. i went home and announce my engagement to my parents, mum turn pale dad smiling face frozen. he walked into his room and bring some kind of book that looks like ancient history. "son we really need to talk before things went out of control first your marriage with Nneoma can't work. " hope his not referring to me.what is he saying.he continues '' she's an OSU(outcast) you're are free born citizens. secondly her family and our great grand father transact a business and he cheated him their by making them worst of friends before the became (osu) due to so many cheating. his afraid people he cheated may kill him that's why we can't intermarry. if you marry her you will became an (osu )outcast we will disown you your marriage with Nneoma will do you no good.no baby will cry on your home. no PEACE. i never told you this before because we all thought she will die now she lives let her go. if you advise the ear and it refused to hear when you cut the head the ear follows. " that was his ending remark.i knew him when ever he speaks in parable something is weird and fishy. Nneoma side of the story mum he engaged me."she exclaimed surprised by the way her mum behave '"hope is not what am thinking? tell me is not him.his a free born citizens you must not marry him because of errors of our forefathers. if you marry him,he will became wrenched all the days of his life is that what you wish someone you love? i cried a river same with Nneoma. why now? when we think the battle is over . what was our crime. it hurts. it sucks. today i wanted to do the hardest thing on earth,i wants to call of the engagement. '"let the moon hear my voice let the stars of the sky testify that my feelings are true let the breeze freeze let the air stands still let the sun be my witness that i love you but because of many circumstances we may not live as planned. " i said sobbing '" because i love you am setting you free. because you're my companion because of your compassionate heart i free your soul. it hurts so much losing you to other women. we are not made to end together. through your faiths i was healed of my birth disease. you will always be in my heart. for your ring am keeping it. take my finger rosary for the remembrance of me...... she couldn't finished it. i hold her and for the very first and last time i kissed her lips. through out that week i locked myself inside my room preferring going ghost. atimes she will call me but i wouldn't picked it.same with me if i call she wouldn't picked it. love is pain and pain is love jesus loves and went through pain even my favourite ofe akwu and rice is now tasteless THE END[/b]

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