LOVE ME AGAIN By: Loudest Thoughts

EPISODE 2 &3 “when you feel its’ right go get it” A week after, I met Barbara on my hotel corridor. I actually went to see a business partner at that particular hotel, I instantly forgot what I came to do even though it will cause me the main reason of my trip I quickly rushed to her because since our encounter I have been longing to see her again, I don’t know why but that day I had goose bumps all over me. That does not really explain my eagerness to see her again, but I know I like her This time around she was not so tensed but smiled to my greetings. Hey you again, yes me again I said and reached out for a handshake, we talked and she told me she was on her way out and gave me her room number. After she left, I told myself that was easy. In the evening I went to the reception to put a call through to her, she gave the go ahead to see her. I knocked on her door and she came out, OH you are the Clyde guy. I nodded my head simply because I was dumbfounded of the beauty staring me in the eyes. I was jolted out of my reverie when she said come in. I was nervous but then the night went well, until I realized I was extending my stay in San Francisco because of Barbara. We became best friends and later got to know when we met in the urinal she was angry with her dad who was bent on marrying her off to another family friend. She sounded like her Dad was so fearful, well families that have money to book a hotel for a whole year must be so rich and powerful, I thought Barbara is a beauty to behold, it took me some time to win her heart, close to a year, among all the closures, the sex, romance, stories, fights and when the parents had to leave her life for her because she didn’t want to go back to them in London. Though I travelled from Nigeria to San Francisco for business, I found love, so I went back home and came back with some of my family to marry her. Since the Dad Mr. Wilson was bent on marrying her to another they did not honor our invitation to the wedding. Barbara left home and was staying in San Francisco for close to a year so she made some few friends that made it easy getting married. She was contemplating on going back until she met love and since then we got back to Nigeria. EPISODE 3 “A little patience to listen and understand why things happen won’t kill you” FAST FORWARD TO THE EARLIER MORNING I was in my office after storming out of the house without breakfast when my secretary rang me, my wife was around, before I could say let her in, Barbara was already in my office with a sad face and lunch box. Clyde am sorry it happened again, but I brought you lunch. I asked her to leave it on the table and I was on my way out leaving her in my office confused When she asked where I was going as if she is my boss Am sure she didn’t see how I looked at her, because she was still expecting an answer I responded in a very sarcastic manner; this is a working environment not a kitchen or a restaurant, if you don’t mind I have a meeting to attend, don’t wait up for me, I might be late. I walked out without turning back. I must admit in the past, Babs brings me food and I never complained, but today I did. We have never had big arguments which would lead to me being rude as I did today but am guessing its just about the food. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

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Love Me Again By Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 4 “After spending an eternity with that someone, there would still be the little stuffs you would need to learn about them over time” This is how it has been after about 3years of us living together, I suddenly get offended over every little thing i used to laugh at when we were still newbies in our marriage, and I couldn’t help but conclude after 2years of tieing the knot, I out grew those feelings I had. Barbara and I dated for a year and got married in our second year and after the second year, I realized the love is replaced by hatred. So basically 3years of living together, I now think we weren’t meant to love each other. I didn’t think marriage was this much a baggage, you think you know someone well enough to spend your whole life with, but then there are little things you might get to adjust to later Later in the evening, while driving back home I kept asking myself why I am so furious over just a little thing. Was it because it’s becoming a pattern or because I felt she was never like that and might become a problem when we finally start having kids. Yes! Kids, we’ve been trying since we got married. We planned on adopting but wanted to give it a little time. By the time I realized I was home, instantly greeted by my wife. Darling welcome, how was your day. I replied fine. She quickly dropped my suit and bag. Rushed to the kitchen to get the dinner table laid whiles I sat there watching TV. Darling food is ready. She knows I like to eat before taking my bath. We sat to eat and just for her to keep starring at her food. I ignored once more, and rushed down to the washroom to throw up Barbara what is that! I fumed, she came rushing to the room. Clyde what is it, are you okay Are you asking me? Ask the food you cooked. Clyde am sorry, I just…. You just what huh I dashed out and luckily I was still in my work attire, I took my car keys and left. I went to a restaurant closer to our house and ordered eba and agushie stew, as I was eating I thought to myself; Barbara is a good cook, never has she cooked such a food for me. Though I would admit we’ve been having some issues for the past year regarding our feelings for each other, where we barely talked anymore, she knows I don’t joke with my food. I can’t remember the last time I touched my wife, though she always seemed not to be bothered, I just prayed it wouldn’t come to the time where I had to resort eating outside or beating her up. But today it has! Well she might have been tired or something is bothering her. I saw her stare at the food during dinner. She gets that way when she has something bothering her. At least I know her to that extent. And I always end up being the one to find out everytiime. I hope she is feeling okay, I asked myself, Aaah Clyde what do you even care. Yes what do I care, but then it got to a point I get worried when she’s not looking cheerful I hurriedly ate and drove home, I saw Barbara sleeping on the couch There and then I knew she was hurting, old feelings came rushing back in I quickly remembered when we were in love and decided to get married What happened for me to suddenly feel am falling out of love with my wife. I carried her upstairs, one thing about Babs is she is cute and easy to carry, While on the way she clinched to my shoulder and slept off I was awoke half of the night starring at her while she slept peacefully beside me. I felt some adrenaline rushing through my body while I runned my hand through her silky hair that once our happy days makes me droll all over her. I then cast my mind back to what once was love now hatred. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

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EPISODE 5 *“Trust is like a pencil, when the edge gets broken, you can sharpen it to a point, but once it gets to the extreme where there is nothing left to sharpen; you lose everything or you tell yourself I got to keep trusting”* I remember I came home one evening and I yelled! Me: Babs where were you today Babs: Darling I have been home doing your laundry all day Me: Are you lieing to me right now Babs: For Christ’s sake Clyde, have I ever lied to you? And where is this coming from Me: I saw you at Mr. Biggs today with Dr. Livie, your gynecologist. Me: how many times have I warned you not to see him again, not as a friend or your gynaeo? Me: Answer me Babs, Come here! I dragged Barbara by her hair to my face Babs: Clyde you are hurting me, besides I already told you I was not out today, neither do I have anything doing with Livie. Ask Mrs Ibe nextdoor, she was doing laundry outside as well Me: Oh you guys are now on an informal name basis Babs: You are reacting for no reason, call Livie and ask him when was the last time he saw me and Clyde what point of I love you and you are my husband so I see no other man do you not understand. Every day you seem to have all sort of allegations about Livie and me, to the point of changing my number. What’s wrong with you? Is this what I travelled so many miles for? Am pretty sure this is not only about Livie anymore. Until you are ready to tell me what it is about, I will be waiting but for now do what pleases you. I am fully aware, am still so much in love with my husband, his grunts, and sense of jealousy these days I must admit make me feel I am losing him slowly but I also knew I have to let it be. Time will reveal and heal everything Me: Are you talking to me like that. We exchanged words for a while and I ended up not eating that evening and I took over the guest room for a week. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

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Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 6 “Egos are deal breakers, don’t carry them with you everywhere” In the second week, i heard a knock on my door in the middle of the night and it was Barbara Babs: Clyde please open the door Me: What do you want, am not in the mood for s*x. We can talk in the morning. Babs: Look am sorry about what happened out there last week, I shouldn’t have spoken to you that way. And I want you to know I love you so much and if I had to cut off my male friends because of you I will. Besides I did the last time you saw us over a friendly dinner, just to save my marriage. That was the last i saw or heard of Livie, so whoever you saw with him recently wasn’t me. I kept quiet for a long time and since I wasn’t hearing her voice anymore i assumed she had left. I made it a point to avoid her that morning like i have been doing for the past week, hence skipping breakfast From then, we were always at each other’s throat, well basically I was always at her throat. I do eat what she cooks, but we barely communicated. I then decided to move back in our bedroom when my mum informed me she was coming over but couldn’t make it I know my mum wouldn’t hesitate to take my side when she comes My mum, Mrs Obi is the best mum ever, not because she takes my side but even as the only son she knows how and when to rebuke me To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest thoughts EPISODE 7 FAST FORWARD TO PRESENT “Appreciate even the worse character of your partner, don’t try to change it you might lose them, its better you point it out sometimes” It was Saturday so I knew she might oversleep like she does these days, but was surprised to wake up and Barbara was not beside me, i thought I was watching over her when I carried her in last night, Did I sleep off, how? I asked myself I walked down to the sitting room and looked all over and there was no sign of my wife, My eyes caught food on the table, then I remembered yesterday’s experience, I decided to ignore I went to meet Ibweke my gateman and asked the whereabouts of my wife, he said she saw her going out Her car was parked in the garage, Close to an hour she entered, the room Babs: Good morning I hope you saw your food Me: Yeah, but I didn’t touch it, you can eat yourself Babs: sorry about last night, today is better, should I come feed you Darl… Me: I quickly cut her off before she could finish, Babs I need no drama this early morning Babs: sorry, she walked away in what seems like tears I wished I could console her, but that hatred part of me was holding me back. The day was uneventful, Babs was in doors throughout until I heard a knock on my door while I was trying to take a nap in the sitting room. I opened just to see who it was then my demeanor changed Dr Livie: Hello Clyde Me: I stood at the door for some time and he asked aren’t you going to let me in, Then I heard my wife’s footstep coming down I stepped aside for him to enter and gave a fake smile Then my wife came down to meet us, he made way to go hug Babs, And I interrupted saying come on let’s sit here, Babs see to our guest. He followed me to the sitting area, we exchanged pleasantries Babs brought him water and a drink, I gave her a look that would have given her a heart attack if not for the fact that she understood me She sat down beside me, then I asked her to get me a drink myself Just to avoid her seeing Livie Me: what brings you here today, been a while Dr Livie: Can’t I visit my friends and my patient anymore Me: yes you can, that was sarcastic, I meant is everything okay since you’ve never been to our house before. How did you even know our house address. Hope it wasn’t difficult to locate. I asked just to satisfy my own curiosity Dr Livie: Oh how! I have been here on two occasions, but always met your absence. It seems I always come at the wrong time. But then, haven’t seen you guys in a while, Barbara hasn’t been to any of her appointments and she keeps ignoring my calls. Wanted to find out if everything is alright Just when he mentioned why he was there, Babs came in with the drink and made a gesture to talk but I interrupted Me: emmmmmmm, we are around just that…….. I was cut short by Barbara I was so furious within me when I heard he was here in my absence, Then I kept playing some drama’s in my head, what could they have done. OMG!!! Babs you have killed me, I thought Babs: I travelled somewhere with my husband for some time,I did see your calls and I definitely planned on returning them, but then wanted to do that when I get back I was impressed what a perfect lie my wife has told, I wasn’t sure if Dr. Livie believed but he left after some few minutes on an emergency call he had. Then I became worried, does he have my wife’s new number, When did he call, was it after or before I changed her line? Immediately he left, I saw him to his car, when I got back, I saw Barbara waiting with folded arms behind the door To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 8 “Good communication,not just any communication” Babs: she shove me an eye, are you satisfied now, If you are can we go back to those times of no fighting? I would really love to be at peace with you Me: so you can lie perfectly like this, what shows you haven’t been lieing all along? I kept the part when he mentioned he visited on two occasions to myself, Because I wanted to investigate first Babs: What do you mean Clyde? Me:I mean you managed to fool Dr. Livie, What shows everything you have been telling me all this while is true? Babs: Whatever Me:Babs did you just say whatever Babs: yes I did, am so tired of this emotional trauma, I mean why am I even still with you if you think I have anything doing with Livie? It doesn’t work that way, am still here because for “better for worse” And she tried to walk away, then I shouted on top of my voice, come back here Babs:And if I don’t what will you do I was so furious to the extent that I grabbed her by the arm and pulled her towards with the intention to give her the slap of her life, she tripped and fell on her ankle. Babs fell on the floor once again and groaned. Selfishly and heartlessly I left her there and walked out of the house. I heard her say Clyde you are heartless. I made up my mind while driving out am leaving my matrimonial bed this time for good, Can’t imagine what my wife had done with Livie in my own house. To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 9 “Not every man in your wife’s life is interested in her; some are genuine friends when they know their stand so don’t open that door” I tried crawling to the home phone table just to put a call through to someone, The one person that came to mind, I dialed the number. Yes I have his number off head Babs: Livie, Please its Barby, knowing very well he doesn’t know our fixed line number, I then said could you please help me, amidst tears I told him I fell down and I think I can’t move Dr Livie: What, How, don’t worry am turning round, whatever you do don’t risk walking about until I take a look at it Babs: Thank you, he kept calling to check in until he got here While still on the floor, I thought about what has gotten over Clyde lately, at first I could just enjoy the silence treatments but now he is becoming violent, then I heard a knock on my door Babs: come in Livie Dr Livie: Oooh Barby, it looks serious He said while rushing to my end, he sat beside me on the floor with his first aid box. While checking my leg out and finally deciding what to do to relieve the pain, he kept asking questions Dr Livie:Are you sure you just fell, because the magnitude of the fracture is saying something else. Are you sure you were not pushed. By the way where is Clyde? Why is he not here? Shouldn’t he be your first call? Are you sure he wasn’t the one who did this to you. Babs:Livie, please I don’t need you to be inquisitive right now, I am not on one of those your examination tables to be questioned Tell me can I walk again, is it that bad. Dr. Livie:Yes you can walk, but I need to take you to the hospital for an x-ray considering the fact that you can’t walk now You know am a gynecologist, not that kind of doctor to give you all the answers you need Babs:I understand this isn’t your field, but I called you anyway, Knowing very well you might know a thing or two Can’t you do anything for now to relieve the pain? Whiles I look into the hospital tomorrow if it gets worse? And by the way, my husband didn’t do this, He went out not long ago and his phone is not reachable, that’s how come you are here now, Besides you are the only doctor friend I happen to have his number lying around Dr Livie: Really am your friend? You seem to have given me another impression lately, especially earlier when I visited. I doubted that act you put on there. Well-done Barby Babs: Livie, I don’t know what you are talking about, But then do you think I need this blame games right now. Please help me to my room. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 10 “Manage your anger when you are around a woman, so you don’t ruin your chance with her” Within some few minutes I was in my room, Livie gave me some medicines and I told him I was going to sleep, so he left. Minutes to hours, I heard Clyde on top of his voice, so Barbara you went to report me to your lover You even had the guts to bring him in here again. How dare you. I heard him walking inside, I managed to raise up myself Clyde, why are you shouting on top of your voice with my name again? Yes, Livie came here to do what you couldn’t do, what’s the big deal about that You pushed me down and left me to die, is that what you have reduced this marriage to And how dare you call me a cheat. Clyde be careful with your words, silent treatment I can take but not violence For some time he was silent when I spoke up, I kept wondering why then he flared up Clyde: Oh really, you haven’t seen anything yet, Me: my dear, I have seen everything, what else is there…. May be you finally kill or divorce me He slammed the door while I took a deep breath and relaxed in my bed. I heard his car moving out. The pain seem to have subsided a little so I called Livie, this time with my new line Dr Livie: Hello, who is this? Hey Barby is that you, How are you using a different line but then I hope everything is fine Me: Yes thank you, emmmmmmm did you call Clyde about my fall Dr. Livie: yes, has he come yet. He said he was already on his way Me: Yes he came home not long after you left We talked for a while and I hanged up. The subsequent days were hectic, I could barely walk on my legs but had to go about cleaning and cooking, Which Clyde shows no interest in these days? One evening, our friends came to visit us Let me tell you a little about our friends; Mr. Oke is a Lawyer and Mrs Oke is a counsellor we met at a conference when I moved to Nigerian with Clyde. They have been out of the country for some time now. With them, we share our secrets and every other things close friends do I was with them in the sitting room, We talked about life down to my limping leg, and then Clyde came back from work Mr.and Mrs:Hey, Man of the House,surprise, Clyde: when we spoke I didn’t know you were coming down They talked for a while and for the first time after our fight, Clyde asked if I have offered our guest something I replied and he smiled sheepishly to his guests. Asking them if they are okay They engaged in their normal chats and arguments i find time to cut in when I can focusing on my phone. When we meet the Oke’s, we can’t stop talking, arguing about issues. Mrs Oke suddenly asked; are you okay Barbara, You look out of this world, then her husband chorused yes you don’t look yourself I replied just a little malaria, we talked about it and made funny jokes I excused myself and stood up limping on my leg, Mr. Oke asked if I got the leg checked by a doctor since it has been a while and I still feel pain Before I could open my mouth, my husband responded;yes a doctor has seen her I turned and walked away, asking myself what just happened, I brushed it aside. I wasn’t afraid of going to the hospital myself But I don’t want the doctors asking too much questions And then there is my husband who may get into trouble. I can’t tell if it works that way in Nigeria but it sure does where I came from They finally left, and as usual my husband went to his guest room as he has moved there since our last argument. Heartless being I thought He now keeps late night and comes home when he wants to, I can’t tell if he works overnight, am just not bothered with the overnights But when he comes home looking funny I keep cooking and he never touches, I make sure I cook little just in case he doesn’t eat Then I can eat myself not to waste the food. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Why treat her badly! Next please!

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CLYDE why are u this heartless oga o @fridex abeg go

Why are you treating her like a shit now @Clyde

He's a coward I guess... what man behaves like a kid

Mr man, you are fucking up! Next plz!

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Clyde, you're not a human being at all,you're an animal

My woman is like dis matter is gettin out of hand, why nt tell his parents or his close pal let them talk 2 him abege, if he dosent wnt d marriage again fyn nd good than behaving knot.

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Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 11 “When you make your mother in-law your best friend, your household will always be a happy one” It was mother’s day and I called Clyde’s mum Maa: Hello my daughter, so nice to hear your voice, so if Clyde doesn’t call for me to talk with you, you wouldn’t call me Clyde always does the calling and I speak with her. Me: Maa it’s not that way, being meaning to call but you know I want to do that on a special day like this Happy mother’s day, Maa:Thank you my dear, how is everyone, have you heard from your parents since……. Since the wedding I have cut contact with my parents Me:No Maa, I will find courage to call them soon. We spoke for a while and I hanged up, And she asked if am cooking home meal for her son which I replied sarcastically; Who wouldn’t want to do that for the love of their life? After the call I thought about the food part and I wondered if he had told his mum anything I know she will take the sons side but then I will give her the benefit of the doubt if it turns out she knows But I doubt she does, since she hasn’t asked me, She’s one of those mothers who would do anything for their son, So you better not step on her toes or do anything to his son when he is around. I remember, she came on one of those visits with her husband when we were still married and enjoying our marriage when I sheepishly told the son I was tired so we should eat out today, Which he agreed to, which was also a way of hanging out with the family then I thought When she heard me say that, she flared up, is that how I treat his son in this house It took a lot of work by my father in law and Clyde to calm her down which i spent a whole week to apologize for before they left the 3rd week. Since then we became good friends, whenever she visits, I know she likes home meal I sat wondering what if I call home for once I picked the phone and dropped it, then for the third time it went through Me: hel……….I went mute suddenly on the call Mum: hello, who is there, Hello this is Mrs Wilson Me: I know this voice like my own blood. That’s our slogan anytime we are playing tricks with our voices with my cousins Mum: Barbara is that really you… Oh goodness, how are you calling me now, What happened, are you okay? Me: Mum relax, am okay and nothing has happened. Mum: you don’t sound and look good Me: eeiii mummy, you will never change, besides you can’t see me Mum: my dear, a mother can feel the daughters pains even 1000miles away Me: Seriously everything is fine, and am okay, how are my brothers Mum: they are doing well She took her time to brief me about their achievements for the past 3years I left home, I couldn’t believe I followed a man to this extent and cut contact with my family I had an opportunity to talk to my brothers as well Mum: Darling won’t you ask of your love? Me: I know dad is fine, or he definitely will get over the heart break I was my dad’s heartbeat, He was my special friend and I know what I did will definitely break his heart Mum: He was broken but then still believes you will come home one day. Me: I hope he is aware am married and my place belongs just here with my husband Mum: talking of husbands; how is he treating you? How has marriage been like? Was it what you thought of? Are you happy? Me: you know too well to ask me this questions right now. Everything is fine, not what I expected but I knew it’s not going to be easy Mum: what do you mean, has that guy turned you into a punching bag already Me: Mum? No,I mean there is a lot to deal with, But I have grown and looking after somebody else. Not my mum looking after me anymore. Just then Clyde walked in to the sitting room Mum: Is he around, can I officially meet him now Me: I don’t think that’s the best way, besides he just got back Mum: My daughter, I just want to say Hi Me: okay hold on whiles I pass on the phone I walked to his door and knocked Clyde: What is it again woman, am tired of all this your whining’s Me: Clyde my mum is on the line for you Immediately, he opened the door and shoved me an eye I handed the phone to him and waited to take it back, I couldn’t tell what they were talking about close to minutes. But I did hear Clyde say am taking good care of her. No need to mention, I shrugged! What care He pushed the phone to me and banged the door to my face Mum and I spoke for some time and I hanged up promising to call back To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 12 “In marriage find a friend that’s got your back always but won’t break your marriage” Few hours later, my phone rang and it was my friend Bebe, She promised visiting next Saturday We hardly meet up due to the nature of her job but when Clyde and I were still in good terms, She comes over,we talk, and we do sleep overs, Which whenever it’s my turn to sleep over at her end, Clyde will insist to follow me to her end claiming “two are now one” His favorite love chorus which turns me on somehow. But now what do I get, I thought for a while. Saturday finally came and Bebe brought with her a lot of goodies, Clyde was home, they talked for a while and he excused himself claiming he has lots of work Bebe obviously did not buy that, neither did she buy my story of tripping When I told her about my leg, the reason why I couldn’t come over to her place the next day. She’s always too smart for my liking. She knows the Clyde she met would never abandon a visitor of his wife not to talk of her best friend just to attend to work, he always say work can wait Even when he had a million dollar contract to work on then, he still made time for his friends and family Bebe:Clyde’s Babs, what’s going on here, I smell something fishy Me:Bebe I don’t keep fish in my sitting room, it could be the odour from your three months Rasta. We all laughed over it, I thought I succeeded in changing her mind until she started again Bebe: seriously Babs, am your friend… tell me what’s going on or I sure will find out Me: Bebe relax there’s nothing to find out, we are fine Bebe: Girlfriend you want to kill yourself but I won’t let you, I know what’s going on Me: Please spare me the nosy attitude of yours, You know that’s the only thing I don’t like about you right I however know Bebe too well, When she feels something is wrong she will dig deep until she gets an answer. It’s either i find a nice excuse or she won’t let it slide. I then told her we had a little argument over adoption lately, and I have left him to cool off. Couples fight, you of all people should understand, You quarrel with Jake your husband all the time over silly stuffs, and how is mine different that I have to be summoned, I finally asked her Bebe:Common, what I see here is not a little fight, Besides I know you guys never had a problem with adoption Look,let me just tell you this,I saw your husband somewhere some time ago at first I thought he came with you but by the time I realized he drove away, I saw him again on several occasions And I made some enquiries he frequent there often with different ladies. I didn’t want to cause you any problems here, I came to see things for myself and it hasn’t been easy keeping that to myself Me: Bebe, what are you talking about, now my heart just dropped into my stomach, I could barely breathe I took a deep breath and asked are you insinuating my Clyde is cheating on me? Bebe: I didn’t say that, I just told you where I saw him. I was never going to tell you this but looking at things here, I think you need to know but please don’t confront him Babs, Babs, Babs, are you ohk? Bebe asked several times before I woke out of my reverie, Then I saw my husband walking pass us to the kitchen I stood up God knows I was going to beat the hell out of him Bebe held me down, he went back upstairs, Now I had no choice than to narrate everything to my best friend, We cried together and amidst the tears I couldn’t help but say continuously I love you Clyde, why are you treating me this way. Bebe stayed for the night, she planned on helping me get my husband back. Somehow Clyde never came out of his room or has figured I told Bebe something. We talked a lot, seeing a pastor was out but we resorted on a counsellor. We finally drifted to sleep. To be continued Don't forget to give us feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

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Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 13 “The answer is not ANGER, sometimes you just need someone to talk to and a shoulder to cry on” The next morning, everything seemed weird As Clyde made out of the house without his breakfast as usual, Bebe also left later. I felt lonely, I called Livie, we talked for a while, and then I thought of my dad. I dialed his number and he picked on the first ring Dad: Hello Wilson here, who am i speaking with I couldn’t help myself and I started crying amidst the mention of daddy. Dad: Barbara is that you, talk to me, what’s going on I quickly hanged up and laid on my bed, sleep came unannounced When I woke up, I missed 11 calls, 9 from my family and 2 from Bebe I quickly called her first and she said she’s on her way to my end so I decided to wait, While contemplating on whether to call my family back. I knew I had to at a point. Bebe came over and we talked for a while on which counsellor to see I suggested our friend Mrs Oke, I decided to call her and book an appointment since with her, Clyde wouldn’t object She was free that afternoon so Bebe and I drove there Mrs Oke: How are you my friend, you got me worried after the call. I hope everything is okay with you Me: Julia, that’s her first name. Everything is not okay, I then narrated to her what has been the issue for close to a year and a half now Mrs Oke: Barbara I knew it the moment the small talks started between you guys when we visited You guys seemed different from the Clyde and Barbara we knew, But then we thought you guys were having a bad day. So I told Bryan to let it go. Me:How did you figure that out, were we that obvious? And why didn’t you say anything Julia: We are friends, and friends know each other so well. But then what do you need from me now. How do you want to go about it? Me: I know he respects you a lot, at first I thought it was just something that will blow away soon But now am pretty sure it’s beyond that, and I can’t stand and watch myself go through this pain I was enduring it hoping it will be over soon I just need my husband back, he seems too far away, but I know he listens to you May be you can convince him for the counselling sessions, I really need to know what my offense was, why he is treating me this way Julia: Alright my dear, will talk to my husband and see if he can be present for the counselling session Please take it easy, we will talk him through this Me:Thank you, we gave each other a hug And I left with Bebe who was just sitting staring at us throughout my meeting with Julia. She dropped me home and drove away. To be continued Dont forget to give us feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 14 “When you tell mama and dada about your marriage baggage, mama and dada will always remember when you have forgotten” As soon as I entered the room, I saw Clyde with a paper sitting on the couch, I walked pass him and he yelled. Hey you, don’t you know how to greet? I turned and muttered good evening He just threw the paper i saw him holding earlier to my face I picked it up, made an attempt to read but I just couldn’t I dropped to the floor and started crying He stood up and walked pass me upstairs, there and then I found the need to call my dad Because I am definitely going back home just that this time with a broken heart But I dare not tell my Dad that part of my story Me: Hello dad, it’s your baby girl He complained of calling several times which I apologized for I was surprised even though I was at the verge of losing my marriage to a divorce Which was just thrown out to my face as if the past years meant nothing, I had the courage to stop crying when I heard my dad’s voice Dad:Baby, how have you been, how is marriage, your mum told me you aren’t fine. Has that man succeeded in destroying you? Me: Dad, not again, that man is my husband. Whatever mum has told you is not true. I am fine, you worry too much for nothing and thank you for not forgetting me. Dad: and why is your voice trembling, Talk to me or I will come down to Nigerian and whisk you away Me: Dad I called because, I miss you and wanted to clear the tension between us and apologize for not following your orders Dad: baby I have forgiven you, but promise me if you ever need any kind of help, Your home will always be yours. Whatever it is, I wouldn’t bring my parents into my marriage, not ever I have already failed the third party rule but then I trust the people around me right now. Just then Julia called and said she heard from her husband about the divorce papers. Apparently Bryan has spent a week trying to talk Clyde out of it but he has refused, So we should all meet tomorrow To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 15 “Take a minute when making life time decisions, ask yourself can I forgive myself easily when the need arises so you don’t end up with million regrets” Early the next day, Bebe came waiting to take me to Julia’s office. We got there, just when my husband came in from wherever he has been spending the night these days Julia: You are all welcome, so as you are all aware of situations. My husband and I will like to know your minds. If you are for the counseling or you still want to go ahead with the divorce. Me: to decide I just wanted to know what wrong I have done to deserve this kind of broken marriage Julia spoke up. Clyde over to you, answer your wife Clyde:Julia I don’t have to give an explanation to this lazy cheat of a wife Bebe nearly slapped him with those eyes of hers, surprisingly I was just so calm Julia: you think your wife cheated on you or you know she has and still does and please no insulting of each other, let’s be calm and find solution to this problem Clyde:I know she has with that doctor friend of hers, Livie. Please I just don’t want to be married to her anymore. Me:You know and you have evidence of that? Cut me that crap, between you and me, Who always meet his partners at the Majestic Hotel in Lagos, huh! And you dare call me a cheat. Livie and I were good friend until you told me to stop seeing him, Which I did because I love you What wouldn’t I do for your happiness? I love you, and there was no other man as you think Can’t a woman have male friends anymore when she is married? I don’t know where that is coming from, but I always tell you whenever I need to meet Livie You sometimes tag along, what’s the problem again’ When did you start distrusting me as the love of your life? I mean I lost my family because of you, do I have to lose something for you again My good friend, yes; I lost him too for you What again, Clyde, answer me. Clyde: you are here lamenting like an angel, as if you don’t know what am talking about. It wasn’t once, it wasn’t twice. I saw you guys together Me: infact I don’t know what you are talking about, Just tell me when and what you mean you saw us together. Clyde: Am not here to argue with a tramp like you, besides he has seen whatever he needs to on the examination table. Do you have to go offering again? Me:Bryan, have you made the adjustment to the papers as I asked last night, Bryan: Yes I did, but are you sure of what you want to do? Clyde: what adjustments is she talking about Bryan? Talk to me Bryan: your wife doesn’t want anything from you as you stated in your divorce paper, She just wants about two months to get herself back to San Francisco She doesn’t need your help, she can sort herself out Clyde: And you didn’t tell me that because, well that’s not a problem, so far as she’s out of my hair in 2months, am fine. Besides she can afford to transport herself back, she can run to Livie for help that's all she’s good at these days Me:You think this is about needing someone or money I already had money before you met me, so don’t make it seem like,I go offering myself to men for money Trust me, you will live to regret this Clyde, and when you do,it will be too late Because there will be nothing left to salvage Now pass me that piece of paper, I grabbed it from Bryan and signed Julia and Bryan thank you so much. Will call later I grabbed my handbag and Bebe confused as to what I just did, as she never spoke a word in there. To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 16 “It’s okay to cry sometimes, it gives you the clarity you need” I was silence throughout our drive home which Bebe insisted I stay at her end. I called Livie later at Bebe’s end, he came confused as to what i was blubbing about over the phone Now it’s Bebe’s turn to speak; I hope the allegations made against her are not true I trust my friend wouldn’t do anything like that, but it’s you I don’t trust Come down, I said amidst tears Livie:am surprised all these went on and madam here never bothered to tell me about it. I admit I like Barbara but as a friend, besides I have a partner of 5years. 5years? Bebe retorted! Wow, so why are you not married yet, 5years is a long time Livie: we just understand each other, we are practically married already, and just the ring is missing We both hate the idea of putting on a ring We signed our own vows, hanging on our wall and that’s it, we are married Or whatever we call it, we are happy with each other, and Barby here knows my wife so well. They met several times over coffee, after I introduced them. So I don’t know what your husband is talking about Bebe: wow, I like this. Well am glad I don’t have to worry about you Livie: My partner will say this is stupid Me:that’s fine, am sure I will be okay. Just greet malia for me when you get home Livie:If you ever need anything don’t hesitate I left the next day to my house, well that’s not my house anymore Just for Clyde to question my whereabouts last night. Clyde: where do you think you are coming from? Me: Does that concern you, or didn’t you read my terms and condition of living in this house If you haven’t; it says I have no obligation towards you and am free to go where I want to and bring home whoever I want to So clear off my face, or you will see the other side of me For once, I like the way am handling a heartbreak, Maybe because somehow am still stupidly in love with him. I woke up late, since it was a Saturday, walked to the kitchen and met my ex-husband trying to fry egg which am not sure he has ever done. The last time he tried it was a disaster, so I intentionally stroll around pretending I was looking for something I couldn’t find. He keeps looking back to see what I was doing, then I heard him shout, ‘ouch’ He burnt his hand while trying to hold the handle of the pan with once again his disastrous fried egg. He got it burnt again, I couldn’t help but laugh I quickly fixed my own egg, and sat beside him at the table. He gave me a look which I have never seen before. Was he starting to regret? I just gave him the rest of my egg and left to the kitchen. He seemed like he wouldn’t take it, so l left it on the table. I walked pass and he has eaten it, leaving his burnt one for the dog I think I smiled to myself and went upstairs Days passed by, and I realized I had to tell my parents I would be home in about some few weeks I was sitting outside by the pool one Saturday when I saw my ex-husband, in a polo shirt and his favorite jean trousers. Those were the same i gave to him as a gift on several of our shopping journey’s we use to go on I stared at him for a couple of minutes, my tears started to flow I told myself, I was never going to cry again, last week, but here am I now I quickly wiped my face with the back of my hand, am I starting to regret signing that paper I saw him walking towards his car, he looked so much handsome in that polo shirt now, unlike before I always tease him, the shirt looks on him like he just came out of a 30days fast. I kept watching him until he drove out, I was cooking lunch when Livie informed me he was going to come over with Malia. I thought that was a bad idea, but then I remembered I had no obligations towards Clyde so I can decide to do whatever I want to. To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story Should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts Episode 17 “Whatever you do violence is not the answer” Infact I was hoping they come whiles he is still at home, but then they came in a little early I was inside talking with Malia, while Livie wanted to pick up his phone from the car parked outside, Suddenly we heard some yelling’s outside Malia and I quickly rushed out, and saw Clyde holding Livie’s shirt at his neck Clyde however was trying to beat the hell out of Livie. We rushed to their end and Livie gave us a sign to pause and do nothing Clyde: What the hell are you doing here in my house? Livie: I came to see your ex-wife, since she has no obligation towards you anymore And you decided to let a good woman walk away just because of your stupidity and jealousy I came to check on her. Do you have a problem with that? Clyde: Did you just call me stupid. Well it’s not your fault, you got what you always wanted, now you can put on my shoes. I knew all those gynecologist appointments were just a means of sleeping with my wife After several yelling’s and insults from one end to another, I saw myself yelling out so loud Livie: Look, man you are making a big mistake here, You know a man slept with your wife, when you catch them red handed or you come face to face with the other guy. You should be able to tell right now I don’t have a thing for your wife, I never did If I did, she would be running into my arms, just after her divorce She isn’t that cheap, like the street ones you pick up Ooh you think I don’t know, Ruby, Mercy, Chinaza, should I continue, I have a whole list, I knew all along, I could have told your wife but then I wanted you guys to work your own thing out, When I found out you guys were having a problem The last time I visited was to confirm my suspicions, after I confronted some of the ladies after you guys met. Me:Livie and you never told me anything, what the hell is wrong with everybody around me Malia you knew too? Malia: Was just trying to do well by my husband, we agreed, your problems are ours but then we wouldn’t be part of breaking your marriage. We tried reaching out several times to find out if you guys are okay, but then we couldn’t really talk about it. Me: So that was what all these coffee meet ups, the how are you text messages were all about, and am thinking anytime I receive those messages from you malia, you guys might have met this cheat of a husband somewhere Malia: It wasn’t an easy topic to decide to talk about in just a day Me: So this started when and you two never bothered to talk about it right? All this time, Clyde was still face to face with Livie with his shirt in his grips Clyde:So you want to tell me you didn’t sleep with my wife, you liar And I can see you brought a camouflage of a wife, You both think you can fool me Malia or whatever you call yourself You believe this cheat of a man and this tramp of a wife here I then shouted stop it now on top of my voice, when I heard Clyde call me a tramp He immediately let go of Livie Malia and Livie tried to reach out to me on the floor and I slowly told them to leave me alone and leave my house, as if it was still mine I picked up myself from the floor and went inside That coward of a husband left the house like he always does What he didn’t know is I was waiting patiently for him this time I have been hurt too much not to do anything I waited until 1am when I heard his car enter the compound I quickly opened the door when I heard him turning the knob Me: Welcome you cheat, take a seat there Clyde:What is this? In my own house? Really? Me: I said take a seat, or I will beat the hell out of you now Clyde: And you want what now? I quickly dragged him to the seat, bringing the gun behind the door, holding a gun to his head He forgot he brought his father’s hunting gun to our house when he said he wanted to take me on a hunting journey. Clyde quickly sat down,and made several attempts to talk but with the gestures I made with the gun he couldn’t Me: I think I have been quiet enough, this is my time to ask questions I need correct answers, or you will see the other side of me Me:How long have you been seeing those girls? He wasn’t responding, I threatened with the gun again I said how long have you been cheating on me with those whores Answer me you coward, I hit him with the gun on his head and watched him yell out I said how long has it been? Clyde: 6 to 7 months, I think Me: Wow, you think? Really. I was about to cry but I realized if I do I might not achieve anything here yet Why? I mean i gave you everything, my life, my body, my heart, Or was it something I wasn’t doing right? To the best of my knowledge we had no issues, with our sex life,so am asking you why? Clyde:Why? Because you cheated on me and you think you are that good in bed? Common Babs you and I know you fake it sometimes Me:Wrong answer, you think I cheated on you? Or you know And what makes you think I fake it, Besides should that be the reason why you should rip my heart out that way? Tell me what exactly, when or where, because I can’t remember a thing. Clyde: I don’t know what you want to achieve here, but this is like kidnaping, I can sue you Me: Go ahead, if you are a man. To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 18 “A mother in-law who rebukes their children for their wrong doing rather than supporting is a real keeper” Just then I heard a car pull in the compound and I saw my mother in law coming out I then shoved my eyes at him and asked; so you called your mum here to do what I am waiting to see what she will do, she better not try anything funny or else she will smell pepper I left him there, and saw him walking towards the door to meet her mum Still scratching and checking his head out I was in my room, and his mother came knocking I welcomed her and she enquired why I didn’t come down to see her, I told her I was asleep and had no idea she was around We talked for a while and I decided to cook dinner just for the sake of those days After laying the table, I told them I was not hungry and then was going upstairs when she insisted I just sit with them It was so weird at the table, I just kept burning inside, How this man destroyed my life and still had the guts to eat my food. They finally finished and I packed up the table and kitchen, just went straight to my room to sleep Woke up to an annoying knock on my door, it was my mother in law; Maa: We need to talk Me: By this time? Maa: Yes, besides its just 3am. And I need an explanation to why Clyde is sleeping on the couch And don’t tell me nothing, like he did last night, I noticed how weird and silent the whole house is since yesterday I arrived I know you guys, but your husband told me nothing Me: Maa with due respect, since your son told you nothing is going on, I think it should remain that way Maa: Come with me downstairs We walked to the living room and found Clyde sleeping on the couch His mum woke him up immediately while he struggled to get the sleep off his eyes Clyde: What is it again, I want to sleep Then he opened his eyes and saw me sitting on one of the sofas Clyde: What did you tell my mum? I hope whatever you told her, you included the fact that you cheated on me with your gynecologist and tried to shoot me down this evening with my father’s gun, if she hadn’t showed up, only God knows what would have happened. His mum shoved me an eye, and surprisingly, the mother in law, i thought i knew was somebody else for once I was always under the impression she supports the son even when he goes wrong The only thing she managed to say was OMG. That was it, she stood up and off she went to her room Without asking to hear my side of the affair tale. I can’t tell how I managed through the night, but I woke up late and Clyde was not home My best guess was he left for work. I met my mother in law at the dining table, chewing on something Maa: My daughter, you are awake, how was the night I was shockprised, couldn’t utter a word for a minute, When I finally found my voice I managed to say, yes Maa am fine She asked to join her at the table which I did, apparently she was waiting for me but couldn’t wait anymore so she took the lead. I contemplated on eating her breakfast, as I don’t know what is going through her mind, but if she had wanted to harm me, am not sure I would be awake now. We ate in absolute silence, until getting to the end of packing up the table she asked to see me when am done. I finished washing up, took along my copy of the divorce paper and headed downstairs I met her already in deep thoughts I decided to start the conversation as I know what she wanted to talk about. Me: Maa before you say anything, I want you to know, I would never do anything to hurt your son, before I could finish my sentence, she cut in Maa: I know you didn’t cheat on my son my daughter, I know my son so well He was a lot of things before he got married, though I understand he changed for you Anytime he becomes so insecure and aggressive with someone cheating on him I know he is lieing, besides you aren’t the first one he’s done that to. The only difference from the earlier one’s are you guys are married I know it might resurface again, those traits, I don’t know how much he told you about his past when you guys decided to spend your life’s together I was thankful he found someone who could love him despite his past, I know I defend my son too much sometimes But yesterday, I looked into his eyes when he was talking about you, I know my son too well and when he is lieing, I know my son too well, when he starts his things, I can tell if he is lieing or not so don’t worry, I believe you cannot hurt a fly She called several times before I came out of my reverie, simply because I was dumbfounded To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 18 “A mother in-law who rebukes their children for their wrong doing rather than supporting is a real keeper” Just then I heard a car pull in the compound and I saw my mother in law coming out I then shoved my eyes at him and asked; so you called your mum here to do what I am waiting to see what she will do, she better not try anything funny or else she will smell pepper I left him there, and saw him walking towards the door to meet her mum Still scratching and checking his head out I was in my room, and his mother came knocking I welcomed her and she enquired why I didn’t come down to see her, I told her I was asleep and had no idea she was around We talked for a while and I decided to cook dinner just for the sake of those days After laying the table, I told them I was not hungry and then was going upstairs when she insisted I just sit with them. It was so weird at the table, I just kept burning inside, How this man destroyed my life and still had the guts to eat my food. They finally finished and I packed up the table and kitchen, just went straight to my room to sleep. Woke up to an annoying knock on my door, it was my mother in law; Maa: We need to talk Me:By this time? Maa:Yes, besides its just 3am. And I need an explanation to why Clyde is sleeping on the couch And don’t tell me nothing, like he did last night, I noticed how weird and silent the whole house is since yesterday I arrived I know you guys, but your husband told me nothing Me: Maa with due respect, since your son told you nothing is going on, I think it should remain that way Maa: Come with me downstairs We walked to the living room and found Clyde sleeping on the couch. His mum woke him up immediately while he struggled to get the sleep off his eyes. Clyde: What is it again, I want to sleep Then he opened his eyes and saw me sitting on one of the sofas. Clyde: What did you tell my mum? I hope whatever you told her, you included the fact that you cheated on me with your gynecologist and tried to shoot me down this evening with my father’s gun, if she hadn’t showed up, only God knows what would have happened. His mum shoved me an eye, and surprisingly, the mother in law, i thought i knew was somebody else for once. I was always under the impression she supports the son even when he goes wrong The only thing she managed to say was OMG. That was it, she stood up and off she went to her room Without asking to hear my side of the affair tale. I can’t tell how I managed through the night, but I woke up late and Clyde was not home My best guess was he left for work. I met my mother in law at the dining table, chewing on something Maa: My daughter, you are awake, how was the night I was shockprised, couldn’t utter a word for a minute, When I finally found my voice I managed to say yes Maa am fine She asked to join her at the table which I did, apparently she was waiting for me but couldn’t wait anymore so she took the lead. I contemplated on eating her breakfast, as I don’t know what is going through her mind, but if she had wanted to harm me, am not sure I would be awake now. We ate in absolute silence, until getting to the end of packing up the table she asked to see me when am done. I finished washing up, took along my copy of the divorce paper and headed downstairs I met her already in deep thoughts I decided to start the conversation as I know what she wanted to talk about. Me: Maa before you say anything, I want you to know, I would never do anything to hurt your son, before I could finish my sentence, she cut in Maa: I know you didn’t cheat on my son my daughter, I know my son so well He was a lot of things before he got married, though I understand he changed for you, anytime he becomes so insecure and aggressive with someone cheating on him, i know he is lieing, besides you aren’t the first one he’s done that to The only difference from the earlier one’s are you guys are married I know it might resurface again, those traits, I don’t know how much he told you about his past when you guys decided to spend your life’s together I was thankful he found someone who could love him despite his past, I know I defend my son too much sometimes But yesterday, I looked into his eyes when he was talking about you, I know my son too well and when he is lieing, I know my son too well, when he starts his things, I can tell if he is lieing or not so don’t worry, I believe you cannot hurt a fly She called several times before I came out of my reverie, simply because I was dumbfounded To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 19 “Once a Casanova, always a Casanova, you only believe you are that bad if you lack the overcoming spirit” Yes I know about my husband’s past, he told me he was a “Casanova”, but then I trust him after we realized we are so much in love with each other and can’t go a day without feeling what I know is love but now hatred. I loved him despite his numerous ladies he slept with in the past, I understood, his looks got him that far. Was I selfish to want to keep him all to myself, or I was stupid to marry a fine Casanova. Just when I was busy thinking about his past, my mother in law spoke up Maa: My daughter, how can I change this great damage that has been done? Am sure you have already taken in enough of his lies, And how he would defend himself when he is caught cheating. I know he cheated, the same thing he did to the many ladies we wanted him to marry, They all left, but you stayed. He told us, he got his act together, and I can clearly see that’s not true Me: Maa, this is beyond repairs, I then showed her the divorce papers. Maa: What? How? When? Then how are you still here. I narrated to her my proposal to stay for at least two months. Me: Look I love your son, but if he doesn’t want me anymore, I have to leave that wasn’t my decision, it was his and I accepted my fate the moment I signed those papers My intention was to stay for this two months and check if there are any regrets from his end but he is not going to change now, I have to get going too, my tickets and visa would be ready very soon Maa: You sure you don’t want to give it another try? Me: Yes Maa, I want to get back home to the family I have left behind for this one which only ripped my heart out. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 20 “The pains we feel makes us stronger, though we may cry along the line” I seemed strong but I can break down anytime soon. I just pray for strength, though I had no idea what going on my knees to pray will do for me. After a week, I got so much worried he hasn’t shown up yet, I called her mum and she told me she hasn’t heard from him I asked myself why I was worried, I was in my room, after a week and 2days since he left home and I heard his car moving in I peeped through the window to check if he was the one, after confirming I laid on my bed, while informing the mum he was back. She muttered thank you and we hanged up Since then, it was I dodging him or he does I finally told my parents I was returning home They were so happy so didn’t ask too much questions Am sure they will when they realize I had no plans of leaving However, no day passes without lots of regrets clouding my judgments I wished things were different, but they are not, and I have to start leaving soon My plans are almost ready, telling my parents speed up the process with their numerous links Bebe never stopped calling, neither did the Oke’s Livie and Malia called later on to apologize after the last fight I admire what they have, no matter how much Clyde painted the story in front of Malia, She said she knows what her man can do, he is a lot of things but not a cheat and if he ever cheats, he wouldn’t have the guts to introduce the woman he is cheating on her with They are not perfect but this is what every couple should learn, You trust your partner to the extent that when the truth hits you in the face, you can still stand up for them I don’t know how I can get rid of this love, but I think with time, it will diminish I must admit I do love my husband despite the divorce and he ripping my heart apart, But somehow I still feel he is there and never going anywhere I was coming back one afternoon after a visit to the embassy and I met Clyde and a lady coming out of the room Their appearance and demeanor shows what they are clearly as if I wasn’t bothered, I just walked pass them to the room I quickly closed the door and started crying all over again I am now accepting the fact that my marriage is finally over I started packing up my things, the one’s I came here with I left behind the things I acquired with Clyde, I want nothing that will remind me of him Before he came back, I left to Bebe’s end I called up my Dad, to help finalize the papers I can’t wait for another two weeks as the embassy stated He tried putting words in my mouth, but I refuse to tell them anything even though I know at a point, I have to after a week at Bebe’s, Clyde never bothered to find out why I never came back home It’s not like it bothers me that much, but at least I was hoping he did To be continued Don't forget to give us feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest thoughts EPISODE 21 “Goodbyes are not forever” The next week, I was on my way to the airport, Bebe and Jake escorted me I saw myself at Heathrow airport the exact time I needed to be there in London My parents picked me up, everyone was in tears, but I was crying for another reason I left London for close to 5years now, am back but with nothing Well, I still have a life to get back to, I assured myself We finally arrived home, and nothing has changed My entire family, nuclear, extended and friends were waiting to welcome me home I had to really dodge the whereabouts of your husband question, but I knew I may not avoid forever Soon enough everyone left, and I was alone in my room when mummy came in Mum:How was your journey? Me:fine thank you, to be honest it was so hectic and am glad am finally home Can’t wait to get back to my life Mum:Oh really, How are you here alone, How is your husband, why didn’t he come with you Me: mum am tired, and too many questions at a time won’t help Mum: okay my daughter, we will talk later, welcome back once again Weeks passed and I keep avoiding the topic anytime we are having a family time As if I was hoping Clyde would come back for me soon and this nightmare of ever telling my parents they were right from the beginning would give me some relief A month of my return, no day passed by without wishing Clyde was here with me Bebe never stopped calling, the rest call once a while I was on phone with Livie and he was asking if I found someone else and I replied one heart break and a divorce is enough, I wasn’t ready to go through it again Just then my mum entered, Barbara, What did that man do to you exactly I can see it in your eyes, I can feel you went through something terrible And I just heard you are divorced, OMG! Your father will kill this man Me:Mum, stop yelling, yes am divorced, that’s what you and Dad wanted all along It’s over now, that’s all to it. You can leave now Suddenly tears engulfed me as if my tear duct just got opened. I cried uncontrollably until my mum wrapped her arms around me in a quick and calm hug. We stayed that way for quiet some minutes, until mummy spoke up Mum: am sorry you had to go through this, I can’t imagine how difficult that was But if you are not ready to talk about it, I will wait until you are. Now get some sleep Me:Okay mum, thank you. But I can’t talk to Dad, His anger I can face but the embarrassment and that I told you so, I can’t take it Please talk to him for me Mum:That’s not a problem, we are just glad you are back home in one piece I quickly laid myself on the bed, Which she covered me with a blanket like she always do when we were children I woke up somewhere late at night and saw my dad dozing off in the sofa beside my bed. He might have pulled it from its initial state Obviously my mum didn’t waste time to tell him about the divorce I quickly muttered Daddy and he woke up immediately asking if am okay I told him I was fine, he shouted out for my mum who quickly rushed in with a serving tray, which I assumed is my dinner? I asked what was going on, and they were behaving so weird Mum:You slept for close to 10hours, we were just so worried Me: Mum, am fine, I was just so tired from the journey that’s all Dad: Baby eat something please Me: Okay, I will definitely eat but not in here, Besides you guys don’t have to treat me like I just buried someone close, common, it’s just a divorce Am almost over it, you don’t have to pamper me So I don’t feel embarrassed about my failed marriage, which I know you two are so overjoyed about Dad:Barbara, stop it now, You think a parent will be happy to see the daughter go through this kind of thing Yes we are glad you are back safely to your home, And we were not in support of your marriage, but we never wished you harm Can’t a father pamper his baby girl anymore? Or we should have thrown you out when you came rather than welcoming you with an open arms, Or you think we actually prayed for you to fail in your marriage Me: Dad am sorry, I guess this whole thing is yet to hit me so hard, And am just finding an easy way out trying to give the blame to you guys He just stood up and left, mummy runned after him with the food tray I think this is the reality, Clyde is gone, he is no more mine Let me get out there, get some real work to occupy my time and mind All my life I have never done anything for myself like a real job I keep volunteering all over, Daddy’s big idea of me becoming his successor of the company since my brothers are still young. I do go in to his work place sometimes to run things, I will wait for him to cool down so I ask for that opportunity to be given to me once more I went downstairs and dad was not there, my brothers as usual were fighting over their video games then I went back to my dad’s door, I knocked severally before he asked to come in Me:Daddy, I said am sorry now, with that weird Nigerian tone I rushed to give him a tight hug, which he had no option to hug back Dad:you get me worried when you rebel and talk to me that way I hope you are fine, I know your mum promised you she wouldn’t ask for details But I wish you could tell me, but then I won’t push you. If you don’t feel comfortable talking about it that’s fine Me:Dad can you let this one pass please, I want to start afresh by going back to my duties at work Dad:Really, thank you my dear. Now I can rest for sometime We talked for a while until I decided I was going in for some coffee, since it’s late for heavy food. The next day I was ready for work, my dad gave me a tour of the office, nothing has changed that much My office space was still intact, I quickly got myself involved in work Day after day, I receive so much pampering from my parents, which is getting me worried When they start like that, they have something up their sleeves To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

d way d 2 of u lie now en, i pity u guys o. It's better u open up 2 people that can help u

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 22 “Don’t wait until you regret a wrong deed before you say sorry, Say it once the deed is done” CLYDE’s DIARY Days and months passed by there is no show of Babs around the house, I asked the gate man and he has no idea where she went to I wasn’t bothered, I thought she was just avoiding me, since her wardrobe is still intact, Little did I know she took only the things she brought with her I went about my daily activities, from the clubs to restaurants I wasn’t ashamed of my life After work one day, I wanted to get something from Mr. Biggs for dinner since I can’t cook I was about leaving the place after getting my order, when my eyes caught up with Livie and Babs I only saw Barbara’s side cheeks but I can see Livie clearly, I quickly told myself, today their cup is full I quickly walked towards their table where they were taking selfies, And started shouting, Barbara today your cup is full Then Livie saw me and instantly stood up, everyone is watching us now I then shouted, Babs name and tapped her on the shoulder, she turned and I realized I was mistaken, this strange woman I always see Livie with isn’t my Barbara, it’s a look alike, but how? They look so much alike, the walk and especially her cheeks. The last thing I heard was, Clyde is that you? Are you okay, the way you are referring to my sister as Barbara I hope you aren’t hallucinating. By the time I realized where I was after that incident was on my steering wheel, driving to no particular place in mind. I may never be able to tell how I managed to leave the scene I created earlier I finally stopped at the thought of what if I was wrong all along, I quickly changed my thoughts to; remember she cheated that’s why she left I cleared my mind after some hours sitting alone and realizing I may never find answers to what am looking for sitting down in my car. I quickly drove home, and questioned my gateman Me: Do you remember your madam’s friend, the doctor I was exchanging words with the last time. He said he was here two times before he visited again the last time. Do you know when he came and what he did when he came around Gate man: Oh, the doctor Oga, he came first time with some two women to see Madam, and second time he came with the other woman. Some fine woman. They were very happy due to the laughs coming out from the veranda, I can’t tell what they were doing inside, but they sure look so happy and having fun Me: Thank you, I managed to mutter, I was confused and disappointed I didn’t find anything incriminating enough to confirm what I have been blubbing about along. Could this just be a mistake? Did I blame my wife for something she didn’t do? I went inside my room, sat for a long time, tried several times to keep the new drama out of my mind but I couldn’t. What about the text messages on her other line. Of course she hasn’t read most of them so she can’t confirm I need to get to the bottom of this. I went ahead to Bab’s room, which am fully aware she hasn’t been to the house in a long time. I looked around, there and then I realized most of her things are not in place. To be continued Dont forget give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Clyda, the devil of the 22nd century.

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 23 “Communication is the root of every relationship, even the very little things needs to be talked about” I quickly called my mum, to find out if she knows the whereabouts of Barbara, She only told me to carry my own cross It’s not like I have confirmed anything yet, but I feel like my heart will explode The next day I went to Bryan and Julia’s house I knew very well, I lost them the minute I decided to embarrass them that way But luckily they were so accommodating, they told me they have no idea where Barbara is But I don’t believe them, I don’t blame them either, I just wanted a meeting between Livie and Malia So I can get some explanations as to why he kept sending my wife secret messages. I just hope they agree to come, But then what do I do with the truth am looking for Why didn’t I look for the truth rather at first? At this point a lot of things are going through my mind Just then Bryan called; Livie has refused to see me I then called Bebe, after millions of apology she agreed to see me She came to my place later in the evening Me: Please have a seat, what do I offer you Bebe: keep the drink to yourself and keep this conversation short Me: First of all am sorry, I know it wouldn’t change anything but I just wanted to know the whereabouts of my wife Bebe: your wife, have you forgotten how you threw a divorce paper into her face, Like she meant nothing to you after all these years For your information, I don’t know her whereabouts, Even if I do there is no way I will give out that information to you Me: Bebe please, I agree I might have messed up, I just wanted to clear my doubts Bebe: Really, Clyde you still talk about doubts when I thought you have finally come to your senses You know I think I should leave now, I can’t sit here and you insult my friend again, after all she has no obligation to you anymore. Bebe stood up to leave and all I could say is am sorry I couldn’t fathom what I was saying the sorry for, but I feel some tiny guilt and regret There and then, I called up Livie’s hospital to book an appointment for the next day I just couldn’t wait to get to the bottom of this I was finally called in to Livie’s office and he was like, you want to see a gynecologist or you brought someone with you Me: Livie you know why am here, could we please sit somewhere and talk Livie: This is my working environment, whatever you have to say can wait maybe when I close from here, I will see what I can arrange I just heard Livie saying next, then I knew I had to leave I checked their notice board and realized he will be closing in about 5hours I told myself I can wait, I was there close to 7hours, until he came out and I runned after him like a puppy running after his mum Until he waited and luckily didn’t ask any questions, he just told me to follow him We got to a house with a giant gate, I assumed that was his house, we entered and parked both our cars He called out to malia, who quickly came out beaming with smiles and gave Livie a hug then noticed I was standing at the door, she quickly withdrew and said Hello you are welcome She asked me to come in and have a seat, they both excused themselves for about two minutes, I could hear tiny voices in the kitchen as to they want to agree on what to tell me then they came out malia headed upstairs with Livie’s bag and Livie with a tray of juice I smiled, exchange of responsibility Livie: My wife will join us soon, oh there she is We officially exchanged pleasantries and I asked if I could talk Me: I apologize for causing your household some kind of disrespect, but am here to find some answer With what happened at the restaurant, I understand now why Barbara insisted she wasn’t the one That could only mean whatever messages I saw on her old line, I might have been mistaken too Livie: Which messages, from which number. I don’t get you Clyde Clyde: I have them here, from your number Livie take a look at it, I handed over Barbara’s phone to Livie I remember when I first saw the messages they really didn’t mean anything to me that much I thought it was just a friendly message until I met you guys severally at the restaurant which she denied I nearly believed until my secretary also confirms meeting you and Barbara there some time ago Malia: These messages were not from my husband, yes I admit that’s his number but we exchanged our second numbers a year ago I guess by then Barbara might have saved it with Livie’s name. You can even see it saved Livie 2? How could you distrust your wife this way, over just a simple message like this ones? What is wrong with saying I miss you or thanks for coffee, let’s do this again I can’t believe you could hurt a good woman over this kind of messages It just shows you don’t love her or even trust her. Me: OMG! Am so sorry, I just can’t believe I was this stupid Yes I admit I had a little personal issues, I battled with some weird feelings but I think I have gone too far I quickly muttered and they all agreed to my loudest thoughts Me: How can I make this right Livie, you are the only one who can tell me where I can find Babs, Livie: And what exactly do you think you can achieve, besides I have no idea where Barby is, Even if I do I don’t think she will want me to tell you Please am not sure I want to be involved in this anymore than I have already We talked for a while and after several pleas they refused to tell me where Babs is I went home so heart broken, for once I can see clearly now All feelings came rushing back in, I remembered how much my life changed after meeting Barbara How much a Casanova I wasn’t anymore, how much loving her changed me? I want all that back, at least if she doesn’t want me anymore, I just want her forgiveness Days passed by with no luck of finding Barbara, my parents weren’t willing to help either I got drunk one day and took a taxi to Bebe’s end She had no option than to take me in for a few days Most times I overheard her talking on phone with someone my gut tells me it’s Barbara because they seem to be arguing a lot After some few more days, she drove me home and told me i should start from where I found love I might definitely find love there again I thought she was giving me a hint as to where Barbara left to To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest thoughts EPISODE 24 “I will travel so many miles to tell you I love you again” So the next few weeks I made preparations for my travel to San Francisco On my arrival, I went to several places I know Barbara usually frequent but to no avail For three weeks, I got nothing Until one evening I met one of Barbara’s numerous friends back here who after narrating everything to her had pity on me Though she lost contact with Barbara after we left probably because I changed her number she managed to give me her dad’s company name Apparently it’s a well-known and popular company in London; THE WILSON’s I thanked her so much and took her line, just in case everything works out she can talk to Barbara again The next two days, I spent shopping for Barbara, I don’t know what she likes now Until I ended up buying nothing at all The third day I left for London, got there late so I booked a Hotel for myself which I had no intention of leaving now until I get my woman back I relaxed for 2days planning on how to get through to Barbara on paper The next day, I got a hired car, for the rest of my stay in London I was just so sure I will leave with Barbara soon I had so much luck in locating her dad’s company with the help of the driver I was just going to find out their house address from the receptionist because I had no idea she has started working in the same company she was running from I got to the receptionist, and met some handsome guy there waiting to see someone Just then the receptionist called out to him. Receptionist: Hello sir, Miss Barbara Wilson will see you in just five minutes. Handsome Guy: Thank you I got confused as to whether she works here now, so I got closer to the receptionist and asked if Barbara works here now, she told me she resumed work a month ago and hoping to take over from the Dad once he retires I asked enough questions just to be sure it was my Barbara I was so nervous when I saw the guy going up to see Barbara I waited outside in my car to catch up with Babs when she closed for the day but to no avail The next day I woke up early to stalk at her company gate but yet still nothing A week after waiting in the reception, I saw a figure walking to her car outside which I had no doubts it was Barbara She has become so much beautiful, with her curvy hips and her beautiful black hair With her 7 inches heel, her beautiful official wear, she modeled to her car, i tried running after her but then I got glued at one place But I managed to get her car number and colour which I can follow later some other day For now am in so much pain, so much shock as to seeing my Babs again I went back to the hotel, to get some rest, where I would continue the stalk tomorrow The next day, finally came and as early as 5am, I was in front of Babs Company I waited until she pulled in at 6am, I was wondering why the boss would come to work this early Just then I saw her coming out with some files and I followed her car At a point I felt she knew our car was following her because she kept looking in her mirror to see the driver We kept avoiding until she pulled in front of a huge and beautiful mansion, the gate is controlled remotely, so there is no way I can storm in there and ask of Babs So I stood far away, when she entered, and I left Now I know where she stays and work, so it’s very easy to talk to her. I took some days off my stalking, when I started again I realized she hasn’t been coming to work, close to 3days I asked the receptionist to book an appointment and I was told she traveled for a conference with her Dad and she has no idea when she will return To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 25 “Determination of a man knows no bounds” But I never stopped frequenting the company, until one sunny Saturday afternoon I saw her pulling out of her mansion in another car I guess she has so many, so I shouldn’t expect to see her in only one car I followed her until she pulled up at a restaurant with a guy leading the way in Instantly my mood changed, jealousy swept over my feelings, then I remembered the same feelings that made me loose her besides that guy is too young to be her “something” I encouraged myself I walked in after them, they got their order and was about to eat When I pulled another chair beside Babs Babs: What the hell? Me: Before you say anything, please hear me out, we are in a public place Babs: Oh really, so I should keep quiet when you are stalking me? Or you came here to finish what you have started I heard from my friends you might come, I know how smart you are, no matter how far I hide you will always find your way to hurt me again She said a lot of hurtful things and I just kept quiet, listened and the guy with her was just staring at me Me: Babs am not here to hurt you please, I instantly knelt down to the amazement and stares of on lookers. I sat on the floor weeping like a baby, She just grabbed her bag and pulled the young guy and they left the restaurant after leaving some money on the table I quickly runned after her, but she drove so fast away I told myself, today wasn’t that bad, and I quickly ordered another of the food they were eating earlier When I entered people were still staring at me like I killed someone I followed the order van to their gate where he delivered the food and left, I waited there to see any action but to no avail I went back to my hotel for a nap. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Your ego is ruining you Clyde

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Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 26 “Two hearts apart, even far away beats for one another” BARBARA’S DIARY Mum:Babs what happened out there, I thought you guys went to eat out, but you came back early and the food has been delivered to you, it has a card too. My best guess is you have a secret admirer Me: What card? Which secret admirer? Mum I told you, I don’t want any man now. I tried telling my mum we lost our appetite and that we didn’t order for anything to be delivered, I quickly snatched the card from her before she opens it, Somehow am protecting this bastard from my father’s wrath I have a good thing going on here with my family, Am working on adopting two kids and my life will be back to normal again I don’t ever want to get myself in that web again, well if I want to get laid there are a lot of them out there, I could just hook up with one random guy, besides am not sure I want to get laid now The words in the card pierced me so hard Hi Love, I can’t begin to say how sorry I am but I know, I was stupid I didn’t deserve you at first but I deserve you now Am a better man now, I know you have heard this before But believe me now when I say that is over. What should I do to make up for this? We have come a long way, I lost all my friends because I messed up Nobody is willing to help get you back I don’t care if I have to face your parents This time am ready to go through anything for you* Tell me we can start afresh Am sure by now you heard from your friends I was wrong all long Am sorry for breaking your heart and trust I miss you so much, your love, smile and the meals I know you want to start all over but kindly include me in your plans Even for the silent treatments, so far as I can get to see you every day, am sure I can bare for the sake of the love I have for you I will wait until you are ready Clyde, Claytons Hotel room number 45A east end Clyde has a way with his words, they always get me agreeing to every bit of his silly ideas but not this time I tore the card apart whiles my mum stares on, I ordered the food to be given to the gateman Surprisingly my mum didn’t ask much questions I rushed to my room and cried a little, then I called up Bebe, malia and Livie they told me to do what I feel is right, I told them I am sure I don’t want Clyde back anymore, they insisted I don’t know what am talking about It’s true, I still love the guy, he stirs up this fire in me am not able to explain, and he gives me the chills I admit I want to be in his arms, even right at this minute, But I wish he would have apologized when I was still with him I would have taken him back, tore the divorce papers and give him a hot kiss to seal our marriage But now it’s too late, my parents are involved and there is no way, they are going to let me fall for Clyde again I was in my room when my dad came to enquire what happened today with the delivery i got I explained to him, I got this guy asking me out which I wasn’t ready for and he understood saying so far as it’s not that heart breaker of a husband then he is fine This man will do anything for his only girl, I must better warn Clyde to go back to Nigeria I love him but I don’t want to destroy my family again because my dad might end up killing him and go to jail for it I thought of what to do until I remembered, i didn’t get the room number off the card, I sure do know the hotel But am not going to go there asking for a room number like some stalker I will stay put, until I meet him again, I do want to see him again Since the last encounter with the delivery, I have not been able to get him out of my mind, I keep seeing his face everywhere now, at work, at home, my outings and everything. He seemed to have an effect on me anytime he is around My soul and body yearns for him, it wasn’t like that back in Nigeria when we had the issue and I was so bent on getting him back,I think the difference now is, he has apologized and dare do that in a restaurant, the Clyde I know is a lot of things but he is too proud to kneel and apologize in a restaurant full of people He may kneel to propose or give me special gifts, but not to the extent of sitting on the floor crying I thought for a while until sleep took over To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 27 “A kiss may or may not change that situation, give it out anyway” The next day at the office I asked the receptionist if someone came looking for me which she responded No, I was a bit disappointed but I sure know he won’t give up I was worried something might have happened to him, but I quickly brushed it aside when my dad came in to enquire what I want for lunch He then decided why not go out for lunch rather After a couple of hours, it was time for lunch I decided we should drive in my car A few meters away from the office I saw a car following us, I recognized that to be Clyde’s car after his last stalking game, I got nervous, I didn’t want him to meet my dad, because they certainly will be at each other’s throat I quickly pulled up at my dad’s favorite restaurant and saw Clyde pulling a chair in some corner I was thankful for that As our order was yet to be brought, I excused my dad to visit the washroom I beckoned on Clyde to follow me, he did immediately We met in the hall way, and he pushed me against the wall, I suddenly became weak, his fragrance, his masculine body and that face I was struggling to tell him to stand down whiles we talk He tried to touch and kiss me until the thought of him sleeping with all those girls came rushing back in, I pushed him so hard away from me and told him to stay away from me I warned seriously, when in the first place I was going to take his number and arrange a meet up I quickly adjusted my dress and left him there, I realized he didn’t follow me to the restaurant again My best guess, he might have taken the other way out I was done eating and I asked for the receipt when the waitress handed me a piece of paper whiles whispering a certain gentleman asked I should give it to you Just then my dad asked if there was a problem, because he saw me looking so funny, I quickly replied, I think I run out of money dad He just laughed and asked I should get my expenses to the accountant when we get back, he will get my credit card sorted out We left and I tipped the waitress for giving me Clyde’s number. When we got to the office, I picked up my phone and called his line He instantly picked up upon hearing my yells Me: Can you stop stalking me for Christ’s sake, Clyde: Babs, am sorry for coming down on you like that. Can we meet over a drink? Me: I didn’t call to talk to you Clyde: If you didn’t call to speak with me, Why then are you still on the call, i just quickly hang up He called severally but I didn’t answer I quickly called Bebe and told her what has been going on She only laughs at my predicament and teases me when she can, to her she wished i met another Clyde But whatever my decision is, she will always support me To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

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Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 28 “Whoever said love is for the strongest lied, everyone is capable of loving” Later in the evening, I was with my family watching the late news and my phone kept ringing which I refused to pick up until my dad spoke up, is it that stalker again? I realize you don’t want to pick up that call over an hour ago If he/she is still calling, they might be in trouble why don’t you pick up I picked up and told him to call me in the next 1 hour, by then we might all be in our various rooms Exactly an hour, I took my bath, gave myself a real good massage and put on my best lingerie as if Clyde was coming over, then his call came in, there and then I realized I was fantasizing over him Clyde: Hi love, how was your day Me: fine, what do you want Clyde. Can’t you leave me alone? Haven’t you done enough harm to my heart? Why are you tempting me this way? Was it a crime to Love you this much Clyde: You still love me? Me: No? What a stupid question to ask, I thought to myself Clyde: Please grant me just one meet up Me: Okay, tomorrow lunch time, Boyce restaurant Clyde: Thank you I quickly hang up before he could say something else I had trouble sleeping throughout the whole night, I can’t wait to meet him, I went to work in my best attire, my best make up and heel, I was so happy modeling on my office corridor beaming with smiles which I haven’t done since I came back from Nigeria. I remember I used to be so fun until I left London and came back, I kept watching the time until lunch time and I drove off to Boyce restaurant. When I got there I saw Clyde waving from one corner, He is looking awesome today sine the last time I checked, I got there and he pulled a chair for me like he always does back then We were all looking weirdly at each other in silent until he broke it. Clyde: I don’t know where to start from, but first of all Thank you so much for meeting me I want to officially apologize to you for my behavior in Nigeria Since then life without you has been painful, especially after I learnt the truth Me: And what exactly was the truth, Clyde: Common don’t make this hard already, I had my own share of embarrassment from your friends already, and do you know what I had to go through just looking for you? Me: and how is that my problem or my concern. You wanted the music that way so you must as well dance to the tune. You still haven’t told me the truth here you know. Clyde: Okay fine, I expected that response from you anyway, I know you didn’t cheat on me, and you love me enough to do that to me Am sorry I doubted you Love. Me: who is your Love Clyde? You think it’s that easy to call me all sort of names and still sit here listening to you trying to push your way back in my heart You think am that kind of lady who wants to get broken two times. Clyde: Babs I understand you, I know you don’t want me right now You are still hurt, am not expecting you to take me back either, but I do hope you would consider it I was stupid, I knew what I was doing will hurt you, But I did it anyway because I thought I was giving you a piece of what you deserve for cheating not knowing i was harming my own self Me: Clyde you broke me completely, I had you what do I need in a man again i just needed you to give me the benefit of the doubt Was I not good enough in bed, what else do you want, tell me Clyde: You were perfect, forget whatever I said I was bitter and finding ways of getting you out of my life Me: And how do you expect me to do that, you seem to have everything figured out, tell me how to forgive you, now I saw myself tearing up whiles Clyde made to touch my hands The thought of those hands touching those ladies, I pulled out and told him to the face I don’t want any virus, I have had enough Me:Clyde get those hands off me, before you can touch me, get all the test in the world done i don’t want to contract anything, after sleeping with all those girls I stood up to leave when he held me again Clyde:I didn’t sleep with those girls, and please don’t leave yet Me: So you were camping them or they were rather sleeping with you, i am leaving and don’t try to stop me He didn’t and I left quietly to my office i became so sad on reaching home and everyone was wondering what was wrong with me Two days and I haven’t gone to work nor left my room My parents tried but I just want an alone time The next day I was home and I got 3 hospital reports addressed in my name My mum handed me the reports and was wondering when and why I went to 3 different hospitals I was confused too, until I opened and realized Clyde took the tests i asked him to He is clean, no STD’s but he is down on blood I quickly called him Clyde: am guessing you got your report, what now Babs Me: Nothing Clyde, whatever you wish to achieve in sending this down to my house, Well it didn’t work, by the way you need some blood Have a good day I hanged up, he called severally which I didn’t pick up To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 29 “When a man takes the bold step its worth whatever comes out of it” The next day was Saturday, I just woke up and struggling out of bed When I heard my dad yelling and my mum telling him to take it easy i quickly rushed down in my morning coat, Just to meet Clyde on his knees and my mum preventing my dad to flare up again I took another look at him on the floor and then my dad I rushed towards my dad Dad: Hold it there, young woman How long have you been seeing this woman beater? Answer me, is he the reason for your weird attitude lately You don’t eat, you don’t come out of your room neither do you go to work Girl I won’t tolerate this again Listen to me carefully, go pack up your things, am sending you off to your aunts end And you get the hell out of my house Clyde: Sir am sorry, Babs I just want to make things right I could hear my dad still yelling Me: Clyde you better go now, and don’t come back At least this time he listened to me and left Everyone went their separate ways After 30minutes, I went to my dad’s room and met my mum still calming him down Me: We need to talk Dad: What about, the fact that you kept seeing that woman beater after all he did to you And had the guts to let him in to my house? Me: Dad I hope you haven’t forgotten this is my house too And I have the right to bring in whoever I want to And how do you know what he did to me or didn’t do to me Besides I didn’t even know Clyde would go that extent to step his foots in this house Yes I know he came down to London, yes I met him some few times Yes he is the reason for my weird attitudes But I never said anything about Clyde beating me up, and confirming it was the reason we divorced But Dad don’t you think am old enough to be wherever I want to For Christ’s sake am 28years i have lots of years ahead of me, to meet a lot of men, if I want to To have fun, build a family if I ever will Can’t you just support me, like you always do when I achieve something? You even go an extra mile for me when i fail How is this one different, How is my failed marriage not your priority That you have to embarrass your fellow man in that manner You can’t send me off to my aunt’s place like some kid unless you want me to rebel and leave again This time around i might leave forever I was walking away when my mum spoke up and told him i was right I waited to hear what he will say but he just stood up and went into their washroom To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 30 “Sweet words soften the heart, no matter how tough it may seem” I went back to my room and realized i missed several calls from an unknown number I decided to call back Me: Hello, I missed a call from this number Unknown number: This is Clayton Hotel as I mentioned earlier, do you know anyone here, please I might not have heard her mentioning it earlier, I quickly gave him Clyde’s name and asked if she could pass me on she asked to hold on which I did Clyde: Babs is that you, I hope you are okay Me: What were you thinking Clyde? What came over you, at least give me a heads up I hate you for this now Clyde: Am sorry Babs,I was just thinking of making things right I didn’t care what your dad would do to me so far as he would forgive me for your sake, am willing to come to your house every now and then besides you were not exactly happy the last time we met Me: The more reason why, you should have stayed away from my house You better don’t try it again Clyde: Babs am still in love with you, if that’s the only way to get you back I will Me: Get ready to loose me forever then Clyde: Does this mean you forgive me, Babs do you still love me i think I should come over more often, if two slaps from your dad can make you forgive me then I will want to take that every day, until you take me back Me: No to your first 2 questions but I hope you are okay, did you get your face looked at Does it still hurt, if it does get some ice on it? Clyde: Yes it hurts, it will need your touch, why don’t you come over Me: And where will I tell my dad am off to i suddenly found myself easing up and smiling at his silly comments Get some ice on it, you should be fine. By the way what happened to your cell phone, you called on the hotel line Clyde:I can’t tell, I think i might have dropped it accidentally in your house It was in my shirt pocket, i think when i got slapped and I fell on my knees it dropped Kindly check for me Me: Really, you did this on purpose so you can come back for it huh Clyde:Common who would want to come back for that kind of slap? Me: Meaning you have agreed not to come back here. Thank you And don’t think you are so smart, you think I would bring this phone over, i will send my driver to you later on Have a good day gentleman we hanged up, just then daddy came in Dad: Hi dear, how are you feeling Me: Am fine dad He came to sit on the bed with me Dad: You know your well-being is my top most priority Sometimes I still think you are my little girl And I will do anything to make you happy and protect you from any one that wants to harm you As you said earlier, you are old enough, so I won’t send you off to your aunt’s but don’t try threatening me of leaving forever, you don’t want to kill me right Me: Dad I love you, and I don’t want to do anything that will kill you Whiles in Nigeria, there was no day I didn’t think about you guys My husband always say I should give it time that you will come around So many times he tried calling the house for me but I stopped him Dad he is a good man, but he has some stuff am sure he needs to work through Whatever happened and we divorced, I don’t want to talk about it either Can you give him the chance to get to talk to you? He always wanted to Dad: Does that mean you have forgiven him and want to go off with him again Me: Dad i didn’t say that either, what am saying is Clyde has a lot of pride and for him to come in here after telling him you might kill him shows he regrets whatever he has done and wants to apologize Dad: He hasn’t done anything to me, to apologize for, He should be apologizing to you, he dare not step foot in this house again Whatever you want to do I won’t stop you, Just tell him i don’t want to see his face ever again in this house And he dare not try taking you away to a no man’s land Me: He has apologized, am sure he wronged you when he married me without your blessings He wronged you when he broke Daddy’s little girl’s heart Give him the chance to make up for it Please dad, do this for me and i promise not to marry him again Dad: Are you sure you are going to keep to your promise Then I will think about it Come down for lunch, your mum is waiting i went downstairs with my dad, thinking if i just did the right thing On getting there, my mum found Clyde’s phone and handed it over to me To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

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Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 31 “Don’t hold yourself back whenever your heart wants something, take the risk” After lunch I went back to my room and called him up at the hotel, told him my driver was bringing over the phone later that evening But then at 7pm, i saw myself at the Clayton Hotel How did I get there, I drove myself there I made the receptionist call about my driver, I was asked to go in, I gently knocked on the door just for him to open up With his towel wrapped around his waist and that his masculine body was glaring at me What a temptation, as soon as he opened the door and saw me, he got shocked at the door He could not utter a word, at least he tried and the words were not coming out I finally spoke up Me: Won’t you let me in or I should go Clyde: Come in, my bad By the way what happened to your driver? Me: He went home early Clyde: Kindly sit on the bed Me: I prefer the couch, thanks and you look confused. Are you going somewhere? Well I have no plans of staying for long, i keep stealing glances while he changes in front of me I could just imagine the bare chest, all over me I love hairy men, I wouldn’t know what I would have done if he weren’t hairy I kept fantasizing over his hairy chest until he spoke up Clyde: Kind of, I wasn’t expecting you that’s all, You can stay as long as you want to Me: By the way check if this thing still works I handed him the phone Clyde: Thank you for bringing this, What should I offer you, I have everything Me: Nothing am fine and should be on my way before my dad starts looking for me Clyde: Did you tell him you were coming here Me: No, am old enough to take my own decisions Clyde: Does that mean you aren’t going away from here Me: No, just then his phone rang Clyde: Can we cancel? Yes I know, I will pay the extra, you just save it Later then Me: I can tell whoever it was, wasn’t happy you cancelled, You can go, I just came to drop the phone, and it’s working perfectly I should be on my way now Clyde: Are you sure you want to go? Me: I stood up headed towards the door when he pulled me towards his face Held my face up, stared for a few seconds As if he was looking for some answers He searched my eyes for another seconds And he started kissing me for like a minute and pulled away panting Me: Sorry I have to go, I thought him pulling away means i have to get going I rushed out of there, as if I just saw a ghost I walked straight to where my car was parked, I heard Clyde calling me but I ignored and drove away I went straight home and to bed, my mind hovering and crowded with what just happened I kept asking myself what just happened repeatedly Clyde didn’t stop calling I had to turn my phone off I managed to get some sleep, not after fantasizing about the kiss one more time, I think I love it, it made me feel something different I drifted off to sleep To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 32 “Express your feelings if you have to, it doesn’t kill “ Woke up late since it was a Sunday, several missed calls I decided to call him Me: hello, ermm I was busy Clyde: Before you say anything, I would like to say sorry for yester night Hope I haven’t ruined my chances Babs I want you, I need you Please give me another chance Me:I will think about it, please have a nice day Clyde: When should I expect an answer from you? Me: I will let you know I quickly hanged up Just then Livie called I gave him the latest gist, he wasn’t too happy about it But I told him I will be fine, besides am sure Clyde has learnt his lesson We talked for a while, and I got out of bed downstairs My mum was staring at me, and finally asked I should spill it out I told her there was nothing to talk about She then said whatever it is, if I am happy she will support me I said thank you and asked what he thinks about Clyde Since before we got married they didn’t get the opportunity to know him that well She said from afar he seems like a nice guy, but she is yet to have a talk with him I wondered how she is going to do that without pissing off dad, besides she doesn’t know where Clyde stays Days turned into weeks, Clyde comes over to my work place to take me for lunch He comes over to my house but had to wait outside for me Sometimes we just sit outside in his car and have long chats Or take walks in my area, I just could not stop admiring him each and everyday One working day, he came for me for our usual lunch I was quiet busy so he just sat there in front of me, while I finished up Just then my dad came in, their eyes met and I was kind of nervous Clyde: Hello sir, Good afternoon Dad: I can see you are busy here my daughter, was going for lunch, Wanted to find out if you will tag along but let’s meet at home Me: Dad sorry another time. I have plans already Dad: Young man, Saturday 7pm, my house Don’t be late, I believe you can find your way Clyde: Yes sir When he left, Clyde asked me what just happened I have no idea either, I was just staring at you guys Clyde then decided to cancel our lunch date so I can go with my dad I watched him go away sadly, I then went ahead with dad’s offer Lunch it was at ‘’spicy’’ his favorite spot I can’t just wait for Saturday 7pm Clyde was so happy about it, I on the other hand was nervous considering I know my dad so well Clyde and I seemed to be doing a lot of talking these days, And since the last kiss he hasn’t tried any move again I was beginning to get worried I mean it’s not like he doesn’t want it too I just want to explode anytime am around him These are the old feelings I wish never resurfaced again I am beginning to like him gradually again The hatred I think I can bear, but this torture of not being in his arms is killing me already Saturday came and Clyde was early as a bird He came an hour before time I was going to take my bath when my brothers prompted me my prince charming is here The way they said it was funny I quickly put on a short and a tank top, I rushed downstairs To be continued Dont forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 33 “That feeling that wants to make you explode, that one that makes you young at once, don’t lock it in” He indeed was looking like a prince charming With his cute pink shirt and blue trousers, simple and I noticed he got a hair cut He sure knows how to pick them, I rushed down the stairs like a small girl I was going to embrace him, am not sure what was going on through my mind until I heard my dad’s husky voice, Clyde was then looking in my direction Dad: Hey young lady, careful you don’t fall Shouldn’t you be in something proper? Me: Dad, this is proper, besides am in the house It’s not like you are taking me out for proms Dad: Okay fine, suit yourself go help your mum then As if my dad was trying to prevent me from meeting Clyde I nearly said something, but Clyde shove me an eye I wonder what that meant Dad: Young man, are you always this early or you are trying to impress someone Clyde: Sir good evening, my watch deceived me Dad: You need to get a new watch then, or you might be late to the white house I hid behind the blinds and once I saw my Dad going back upstairs i came towards Clyde The atmosphere became weird Me: Hey, did your watch really deceive you or you just outsmarted my Dad Clyde: How are you, I hope you are not dressing up this way for dinner Me: Why are you all worried about my dress Besides am yet to take my shower so, I might change Why you don’t like it? Clyde: Wow! That was straight forward, Like is an understatement, I love it We were suddenly looking at each other weirdly He reached out to hold my hands, which I didn’t object Just then my mum interrupted us Mum: emmmmmmm, welcome gentleman Barbara why is he still standing Young man have a seat And where do you think you are doing Me: Am having a seat too mum Mum: suit yourself, and why isn’t he served with anything Clyde: I just got here, besides am fine for now Mum: Young man, I have been wanting to talk to you for some time now Am sure Barbara might have told you something What’s your name again? Clyde: Clyde Obi, Maa Me: I don’t intend asking you what happened in between you two Because Madam here refused to tell us anything and am sure you won’t either But I just want to know your intentions this time I love my daughter, if she is happy, I am too she seemed to be much of herself since you arrived unlike when she came home Clyde: Maa, am really sorry for whatever happened between Babs and I I acknowledge I hurt the entire Wilson family when I took her away at first just to bring her back broken I can’t begin to say i can fix it, but I know if given the chance i wouldn’t go that way again I did a great harm to this beautiful woman here, And I can’t turn back the hands of time Maa, simply put I love your daughter, and I would do anything for her this time Mum: well, if it were up to me alone, I would say you both are old enough to make your decisions But we have there the man of the house, Barbara is her Gold, He won’t let her go this time, though she is of age At this point, I was fumbling with my fingers i almost cried out loud, as his words touched my heart i keep stealing glances until, I heard some footsteps from upstairs I knew it was my dad, I quickly dashed to the kitchen I came out laying the table and everyone was sitting watching some boring cartoon Both mum, dad and Clyde were quiet, I was wondering what was going on with them I passed by as if no one noticed, I quickly showered, put on my best outfit and came out My dad shouted, finally the queen of the house has decided to let us eat To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By:Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 34 “You know you still love them, if you can remember every little details about their worst fears” We all moved to the table to dine I made to sit by Clyde but my dad quickly asked i sit beside him We ate in silence, just then my mum asked for dessert to be brought i quickly shouted, my husband doesn’t eat that one, he is allergic Give him the other, just a little or he might grow too fat I actually made that for him, knowing what he likes and don’t, since my mum doesn’t It didn’t occur to me what I had said until I realized everyone was quiet When I finally knew what I did, I kept staring at Clyde who couldn’t wipe that smirk off his face Just then, my dad stood up Dad: Young man follow me, I knew I have worsened things I quickly followed, my mum didn’t want to be left behind Dad: Have a seat, and now tell me what you did to my daughter I want to know if you are worthy of her again Me: Dad I thought we were never going to talk about that Dad: Barbara, this is not your concern, I made that promise to you Not him, so allow him and get off from here, you two Pointing to mum and I Young man talk, am listening or why did you come to my house the other day for Was it not to confess and ask for forgiveness? Clyde: Yes sir, I …. I….I … I know I have wronged you and your daughter Kindly forgive me and I want to properly ask for your daughters hand in marriage, if you will approve, that would make me so very happy Dad: What? Are you out of your mind? You think I want to see my daughter go through whatever she went through again Never, over my dead body Now get the hell out of my house and don’t ever come back I said go, and don’t look back Clyde: Sir please, am sorry this time I was in tears for the embarrassment Clyde is going through Me: Dad, how could you embarrass my guest this way? He had problems with me, not you i don’t need you fixing my problems for me, i grabbed Clyde’s hands and asked him to follow me He hesitated a while, i told him if he wants to be lynched then he should be my guest, He quickly looked at my mum who beckoned him to go, then he runned after me By this time I was at the door We left the compound in his car, He kept driving until he stopped Me: Why are we stopping? Clyde: Am sorry Babs, I just couldn’t tell them what they want to hear, It would sound so stupid, I wanted to but it wasn’t just coming out Me: Then drive on, get me out of this environment To be continued Don't forget to give us feedback NB:No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 35 “Breaking a promise you know very well you can’t keep is like breaking a woman’s virginity” Clyde drove straight to his hotel As we entered, I just quickly lied on the bed while he kept walking in the whole room Me: Clyde you are disturbing, can you relax for a minute I want to think, and leave my Dad to me Clyde: I caused all this, I don’t exactly know what to do You haven’t even forgiven me yet Me: Yes it’s all your fault It’s not that easy, I keep playing the drama in my head. Clyde: What drama are you talking about? Me: How you found the courage to sleep with all those girls I don’t have a problem with you sleeping with them Infact I knew you can, you are capable Once a Casanova, always a Casanova, But my problem is you promised you wouldn’t I trusted you, I took your word for it because I loved you too much not to believe you You read me those nice vows and you broke them What happened to the part where you said you would die After sleeping with any whore again I guess you are still alive, congratulations He then moved closer to me, and knelt by the bed holding my hands Clyde: Love am sorry, I didn’t exactly sleep with them, Those girls, yes it’s true I met a number of them several times But with several of the girls at first, I couldn’t get it off, So I just resorted to them entertaining me I just lie down and watch them dance, these girls are good dancers That’s how it has been with them, I didn’t touch them I swear I couldn’t just bring myself to break my promise to you, Even though I was so sure at that time you were cheating Some just listen to me talk about my problems, that’s how it started at first. Me: What do you mean by you can’t get it off, And you are so proud of yourself telling me, they only entertain or listen to your problems Why was I married to you then, to just grace your bed? Clyde: I mean I wasn’t attracted to them like I was to you I know I failed in the communication bit but please can we forget this We have a situation on our hands, i want to be with you once again Please give me a chance, he tried to kiss me, which he succeeded after several attempts It was refreshing, i like this new Clyde just then he made his way beside me on the bed, which he tried to undress me I covered my face with my palms like a small girl for some minutes, he nearly succeeded, but I quickly held his hand Me: Please am not ready Clyde: No problem, I understand I can wait as long as you want me to Me: Thank you, can you take the couch? Clyde: Alright, Going to bed already Are you sure you don’t want to tell your dad, you are okay? Me: No, let him cool off, Goodnight The next morning, we got prepared i needed to go home, Clyde drove me home On the way he asked what came over me during dinner that i called him "my husband" I just told him nothing, that he should mind his own damn business I wondered myself how that happened, I guess i was just used to his likes and dislikes We finally got to my gate, he dropped me, gave me a peck and watched me enter, before he left To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

I hope your dad would accept him

Eeeya.. Clyde has regretted his actions towards you... I think you should forgive him, cos I know you still love him. I hope ur dad gets to accept him ooo

I love every episode in this story

Just forgive him am 100% sure he has regretted his actions

Follow ur hrt bab. I like dis story like die

Jst forgive him

I really enjoying this story... Pls give him another chance

Babe pls give him a 2nd chance ok , already he has learnt his lessons in a hard way.

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 36 “Sometimes you just need to take that bold step, don’t let your guards down” I got to the house, and I met dad waiting in the sitting room Dad: Thank God, he muttered silently I just passed by and went up to my room Few minutes later, he came knocking Barbara open this door, I delayed a bit then opened Dad: You are breaking my heart, I don’t want you going off again Am just trying to protect you, don’t you understand? Me: Dad I told you, I don’t need protection at this age, just your support Dad: Remember you made me a promise not to marry him again Me: Yes I know, I don’t intend to break that promise, I just need you to stop being so rude, and embarrassing him anytime he comes here I need to do this alone, Can you please let me You said you want what’s best for me, My happiness is your top priority, then let me handle this my own way Dad: Okay, Am leaving you alone, I know Dad wouldn’t give up so easily though he just said okay, The house has become so uncomfortable for me, as my dad gives me the Daddy attitude, and I still struggle with decisions concerning Clyde, Yes I do want him, but the fear of going all in and I crush again, Finding it difficult to forgive him is one thing I can handle, but not my recent feelings that I have to battle with. I might explode soon, He seemed to have regretted and I can see that I want to be with him, but then there is my family, I don’t want to run off and leave behind again In case something happens, I might not be able to forgive myself, I’m always afraid he might break my heart again, I can’t trust him again Who would after toying with your heart, What if it happens again? I might not come out of it Was in my office, thinking about all these Just then Clyde just opened the door on me, startling me Me: What the hell, can't you knock? Clyde: Geez Babs, i guess I should go then Me: No wait, am sorry Clyde: Troubles at home? Or it’s me Me: Both I exclaimed, Just a bunch of problems on my mind right now Loving you is so easy, but letting go is not easy Clyde: Then don’t let go, Babs If you want me to spend my whole life apologizing, i will so far as I get to be with you Me: You’ve hurt me so bad you know Clyde: I know, it won’t happen again please Me: You know I may never be able to trust you right? Clyde: I understand, and I will take my chances Me: Okay then, what are you doing here by the way Clyde: Okay then what? I came to take you out on a surprise lunch Me: Okay then, nothing Lunch I see. But I have a better idea Let’s go home, give me just some few minutes to wrap up from here. After some 10 minutes, she insisted we drive in his car While he ordered his driver to take the rest of the day off We drove off, while he drives I kept stealing glances We drove in silence until we got to her place as we entered my parents were busy enjoying each other’s company Then my Dad flared up again Dad: I thought i told you not to come here again, as my mum calmed him down, Clyde’s face was down the whole time Me: Dad i thought we spoke about this, We agreed you aren’t going to treat him this way again Dad You keep hurting me every now and then, Yes he wronged me first, Am yet to forgive him, I suggest you do same, It hasn’t been easy on me, don’t make it any harder I then pulled Clyde with me upstairs, As my Dad and Mum looked on and Clyde keeps looking back We reached my room and I locked up the door Me: Am sorry about earlier, let’s give it a minute and I will fix up something to eat Clyde: I should be apologizing, you defended me out there Thank you, and am guessing this was your plan all along, to piss your Dad off and you have a nice room here Me: Am glad you know that now, I just want you guys to get along then I can have peace Clyde: Does that peace include marrying me? Babs I love you Me: I will pretend i haven’t heard you, Let me just get us that food now i quickly rushed out just to avoid exploding in there Only God knows, I wanted to tell him I love him too, but I guess i may never be able to I got the food fixed, we ate inside my room, After eating we resorted to all kinds of games, Pillow fights were not excluded One thing led to another and we found ourselves in heaven, I guess we were about to have a second honey moon, just then my dad’s voice came calling I would have regretted sleeping with Clyde if my dad hadn’t come, i quickly pushed my dress on while he did the same, on opening the door for my dad, he kept looking inside as if he lost something Dad: Young man, can i talk to my daughter alone? You can wait downstairs And dress properly in my house, Clyde was still battling with getting his buttons fixed Me: Dad we can talk in your study, Let Clyde be please To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 37 *“As you are busy with your anger, remember that’s when good opportunities come”* I went with my Dad after he gave him a weird look He said he is ready to listen to me now Dad: Am guessing you know why I called you here Am ready to talk to you now What are your plans for that home breaker? Me: Dad, his name is Clyde and am yet to figure that out. Whatever my plans are, I promise not to run off with him if that’s what you are thinking, I just know i still love him for what it’s worth, I want to give him the benefit of the doubt Can you at least be nice to him from now on because he is going to frequent this house more often Dad: Alright that’s enough, Do whatever pleases you Just make sure am not around when he comes here i don’t know how exactly you got your mum on your side But you have succeeded, But know one thing too am never going to give you my consent ever to marry that fool Me: Dad you don’t have to worry, am not going to marry him And thank you for making this easier for me i won’t disappoint you this time i smiled to him like a small kid and rushed down to my room I saw Clyde walking around uneasily, Clyde: Are you okay, hope he hasn’t done anything to you Me: What are you insinuating, Please my Dad can never harm me Get that into your head, unlike you Clyde: Babs, common i was just worried that’s all I didn’t mean to, I guess I have over stayed my welcome I will call when I get to the hotel Me: Please stay, I want you to stay Clyde: What for? So you keep rubbing my mistakes in my face every now and then Common Babs, You are no different from your Dad, If you keep making me feel like the worse person ever I haven’t killed anyone, I understand I broke your heart that am sincerely sorry, that I am ready to say sorry every morning for You think it’s easy to deal with this heavy guilt am carrying it's not, every day I see you, I remember too okay Am a human being too, I made a mistake but just don’t make it difficult for me, I made to hold his hand, he just pulled away and left, banging the door on me. I made to follow when I saw my parents staring at me Mum asking what’s going on and Dad looking victorious I knew he didn’t bring a car so it will be difficult getting one, I went out and he was nowhere to be found. I called him severally but he didn’t answer his cell The hotel claimed he wasn’t back yet Days passed by and no sign of him, I was beginning to miss him. I went to the hotel and met his absent, i waited till evening, and he’s a no show. I came back home with my dad asking me if I have found him, I was surprised and retorted silently to myself why does he care Just then my Phone rang it was Clyde, I quickly picked up Me: where the hell have you been? You just run off anytime there is an issue, Clyde I don’t want to go through this again. It’s not healthy, Now tell me where you have been. Clyde: Why don’t I tell you that in person. Am outside your gate, am not sure if I should come in, I quickly run off, meeting Dad once again by the pool It seems he always want to be where I am with Clyde, I quickly opened the door remotely and saw him by his car I rushed to hug him, which lasted for some few minutes, When I finally let go, he asked if we could go somewhere To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 38 “Where there is love, there is happiness” I totally agree with him, no more drama from my Dad We drove to a restaurant in town. We both ordered our favorites and had a sit down, after some minutes of total silence, he spoke up Clyde: So you want to know where I have been right. I went to the next state, planning a surprise for you except now it’s not a surprise anymore My mind was just not with him at the moment thinking of how to break the news to him Me: Clyde am rea…ready n…ow I stammered, and finally managed to get my mind back to the present Clyde: Ready for? Me: To be with you now dummy I want to try a different approach to love now, I want to give love a chance He quickly stood up from his seat, picked me up and gave me a deep kiss, which I didn’t resist for about 2minutes, which he said thank you You won’t regret this, he finally said We finished up and he drove me out of town to a new apartment, Guessing that was the surprise, He wanted to get a place here instead of staying at the hotel, in case I take too much time to forgive him I just stood there in the apartment and asked him if he has already paid for it Am glad he said No, I told him to hold on. From then, he comes to my place whenever he is free and my dad just shrugs and leaves the scene. i took my time to tell my friends back in Nigeria what is going on they warned him if he ever tries anything like that, they will personally slaughter him You can’t laugh, the look on Clyde’s face, especially how Bebe stressed the I will kill you part To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 39 “Love is possible when in pain” I spoke with his parents, and they are only going to forgive him When they see changes in his behavior Am not sure I have fully forgiven him yet, but one thing am sure of is I still love him I don’t know how I can still love in the absent of forgiveness. After a few weeks, I was with dad and mum watching some program on television, when we heard our door bell ring. I went to get it, just to see Clyde standing there smiling We had no plans, we spoke 30minutes ago and he told me he was going to sleep Me: What are you doing here? I mean you didn’t mention you will be coming my dad is around, and we are having a family time Clyde: Babs relax, at least let me in Am glad your parents are here, I came to see them Me: What for? Please don’t ruin anything we have going on now Clyde: I don’t intend to, I let him in after a peck and a hug, I saw my dad adjusting himself in the couch Me: Dad before you say anything, I didn’t know he was coming but he said he wants to talk to you and mum. So please and please just hear him out Dad: Young man, have a seat, what do we offer you Clyde: Nothing sir, Thank you for this opportunity At this point I was nervous, Clyde don’t blow this up for me. We all sat and was eager to hear what he had to say Clyde: First of all, am sorry once again for anything, And my Dad yelled, Go straight to the point, I don’t have all the time. At this point I kept staring at him Clyde: I want to marry your daughter, officially now. We three all chorused; WHAT? Dad: Are you out of your mind, I allow you to do whatever it is you do with her these past months because I made her a promise. Now here you sit with me with this rubbish, This is the last of your stupidity, I will take, Now get out before I say something else Clyde just sat there with his head in his palms Mum: My husband, don’t you think you are being over protective I mean allow them to do what they want You can’t make a decision for your 28 year old daughter, She’s right here, ask her, If she likes it why not Dad: Woman, you talk as if you don’t love your daughter And as if she has ever made any right decision for herself Me: Okay enough To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 40 “if you still want to be in their lives, you must think smart” Clyde am sorry about what I have to do I can’t marry you, not ever Clyde: Babs, how, why, Are you still punishing me? Me: Clyde, you know I want to be with you But not in another marriage But we will do it my way this time. Marriage is not the only way to be with you This time, I saw my dad in a regrettable state, as if he was feeling pity for Clyde Clyde: Why are you doing this to me? How would that even work? Me: You know am finding it difficult to forgive, trust and get my head around issues But that doesn’t change the fact that I want to be with you, I just need a little commitment from you, Whenever you are ready, You will sell off your business, house, and entire property Give the income out to orphanages, you relocate back here In this very mansion, we will both live and grow, We will raise our kids here, live our lives together here. At this point my Dad shouted, WHAT? Me: Yes dad, that’s how this is going to work Remember this is my house too, and you don’t want me going off again This way I can see you every day and you can learn to like Clyde as well He didn’t say anything, I heard my mum say she is right, just then Clyde stood up Clyde: Babs, how do you expect me to sell off everything I have? I can’t do that, how do I provide for you and staying in this house is like prison, Babs please, is that the reason why you didn’t want me buying the apartment? If we are going to start our lives together not in here, where your dad here hates me Me: Watch it Clyde so you don’t insult my dad I want you but I can’t go back to a house that holds a lot of memories. A place where I can’t tell what you might do next In this house, I have hope you wouldn’t try anything funny Because I am ready to provide everything, I will work now and you stay at home I don’t want the case you go out and I keep looking over my shoulders Clyde: So this is more like keeping tabs on me Is my word not enough, I love you Babs, nothing can change that Don’t cage that Babs. Me: if you love me as you said, you wouldn’t have a problem with this arrangements. You said you want to be with me, you have the opportunity to do that now Nothing is stopping you now, not my Dad not my friends Clyde: thank you Babs, you have finally achieved your purpose of hurting me. He then walked out on us, I knew what I planned on doing will hurt him a lot Especially selling off his property and becoming a nobody in my dad’s house, somehow I just wanted to see how far he is willing to go for me. But I also know I want this for myself, Am too scared to commit now. After he left, my mum shouted, Wow and my Dad what a relief, i just walked to my room and laid on the bed. This time the tears refused to come, until I slept off the next day and a day followed, he wasn’t just answering the call Mum said I should give him space, he needs time to process, I went about my duties, work, and outings with my family,the friends I left behind, from one conference to another It seemed like I have completely forgotten Clyde existed But a part of me is fully aware he might show up, I begin to feel regrets for what am about to do I don’t know for how long I planned on treating him that way but that’s just how it has to be, I don’t see myself married again To get tied again with some metal called “RING” I want to be free, I want a normal life Nothing like before, it’s not like I would disrespect my husband But I just want to be secured, because I already feel insecure Clyde has been in London getting to 6months now Just to win me back, if am so important to him He will be back for me, i can’t tell how long It’s been a month already since I told him to sell off everything And he flee like a coward, such a kid I managed to insult To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 41 “Commitment is like the tree on which the fruit grows, if you can’t don’t attempt” I just finished doing some laundry, I insist on doing my own laundries I got used to the African lifestyle during my Nigerian times Since I got back the washing machine could rest Was busy chewing on something when the bell rang Opening the door, I saw Clyde standing there like he hasn’t slept in days Clyde: Can I come in Me: ermm yeah sure, i walked with him to where I was sitting earlier I was stealing glances, checking him out We sat for a while until he asked the whereabouts of my parents Since they were not around, he just had to tell me what he came for Clyde: So I will go straight to the point If you will still have me, am ready to do this now This house though am not sure, but I think you are right Who would want to be with me after the harm I have caused By the way I brought my things from the hotel Is it okay if i move in now? I mean if am going to spend my life in here, I must as well start right away Babs say something, is this not what you want Or have I said something wrong again? I finally found my voice, I didn’t think he would do it, I admire him now more for this i was tempted to just take everything I said back, But there is my family, I mean this my decision is also about them, More about my own fears, and my insecure state than forgiving him Me: Clyde I didn’t think you would even consider it Ermm come let me help you with the bags, then we can talk After what looks like 10 minutes, we were done He didn’t bring a lot of things so it was quick, Am yet to make space for his stuffs We sat on the bed opposite each other With my hands hanging on my cheeks as if i was in a trance i listened to him as he spoke Clyde: Am here now, what? And one more thing I wasn’t able to finalize selling of the business How are we going to go about that? Me: You know that's a requirement for this to work But thats fine, so far as it gets done Am sorry too for doing this by the way Clyde: I understand you can’t trust me now And so sorry for walking out on your family, I love you Babs, Nothing will change that not even your Dad, He then came closer, held me in a tight hug I couldn’t help but let the tears flow Clyde: Its’ okay, we are going to be fine In the evening we finally had that talk with my Dad, Which from every indication shows he has no plans of giving up I understand him sometimes; when you think you are impotent and out of the blues after 9 good years you are blessed with a beautiful girl, you would want to be over protective Throughout the conversation, he made small talks Like; so far as you are happy, i will be watching closely He better not do anything Funny Who would have thought, I would be sleeping on the same bed with Clyde We have been sleeping on the same bed every now and then, sometimes I take the couch During the day I go to work, whiles he stays home Once I make sure he has food to eat, He likes my meals so no laziness this time He tells me he stays in doors, which is beginning to be boring, He can’t stand my dad’s attitude, mum however has been helpful To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 42 “Don’t over make the rules in your home, keep them simple for peace sake” Clyde takes the time to help my brothers out with assignments Their football games i can’t keep up with And it’s nice to get home and be greeted by your husband with a kiss Though it was supposed to be the other way round It’s been 3weeks and he hasn’t touched me yet and am gradually burning inside, pride on his side On my side am sure it’s just fear of what I should expect It’s been long, yes i know that but I sure have no expectations, I’m beginning to think he is paying me back for this arrangement I mean am I the bad one here, I love this man so much And he hurt me pretty bad, now am not sure what I have ahead of me, I was talking to myself silently when he came in from a run I was just staring at him, as if there is something different about him Clyde: Why, what’s going on i just went for a run Me: Yeah I know, Is it now a crime to admire you Clyde: No, but I just have a feeling that’s just not it Me: Clyde am fine, I just have something I want to ask you You okay right, everything is fine between us? I hope whatever we have going on here isn’t affecting us, You are not angry over anything right? The tears started flowing. Clyde: Hey Babs, are you okay What is it, has someone done something to you He came closer and i just zoomed on his lips like I was hungry I could see him struggling to let go, when I was busy pulling off his shorts As if he knew I wasn’t going to stop, he pulled away by force Leaving me on the bed, then he was walking around the room with his hand scratching his head Me: What is it, Are you punishing me for something You haven’t touched me in 3weeks, what kind of emotional trauma is this Clyde: It’s not like that, I want to Babs, trust me, But I just can’t, Me: What are you afraid of? Me? Were you not the same person some months back you were so eager to sleep with me if I had let go He wasn’t saying anything anymore, so I just walked out which he tried to stop me To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 43 “Let it in, whatever feelings you have, explore it, and don’t let it go” I didn’t plan going out that afternoon, but I drove to work Finished up some paper work, when I got home, He had already eaten, courtesy my mum I just answered; Fine, Took my bath and went straight to bed, while he was busy with some papers I couldn’t tell when he came to bed, but I was awoken by his hands running all over me i relaxed for some time and turned around facing him Clyde: sorry about this morning, I have a reason for that Promise you won’t get mad or associate that to my past Me: Okay, which is what. Talk am listening Clyde: Just look down, Me: what should I be looking at? Clyde: Babs don’t tell me you can’t see what’s going on here Me: Clyde, just speak up, I‘m not really in the mood to guess now Clyde: See, I can’t get it up Babs, He pointed down to his pajamas Me: Is that it? Okay can I sleep now please Clyde: Is that what you have to say, I thought you were complaining earlier Me: What should I say? You call me at this time of the night, just to tell me you can’t get it up When you haven’t even tried yet, and you expect me to be happy about it? Clyde: Babs look at me, am not lieing, you know me when am lieing Me: Well am not sure if I know you anymore Clyde: Please am not lieing, To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 44 “The past will always pop up after a makeup, you sure have to make plans to deal with it, it doesn't go away too easily ” This was the main reason I couldn’t sleep with those girls back in Nigeria Me: Ooh so you are implying you would have if it were the opposite Clyde: I didn’t say that, please if we are going to make this relationship work, You have to at least give me the benefit of the doubt sometimes Am here now, I did exactly as you want, and I said I love you, What proof do you need again, Please Babs Me: As if you gave me any, I said silently Okay, what do you want me to do? No the question is, was this before you decided to sleep out or when. Clyde: Do we have to go into this again please? Me: I thought you wanted solutions to your problem down there Then answer my questions Clyde: I hope this doesn’t change anything between us You remember those early mornings I get angry unnecessarily, it was because I couldn’t get it off sometimes, I had to force myself which you end up sleeping early Me: Yes I remember, you always blame me for sleeping early, You knew this and you still blamed me Why didn’t you talk to me, am beginning to think the girls were to test your theory Which failed and would have made your so called revenge then successful Is the fault from me or you? No wonder you said am not good in bed, meaning am the problem Was I not attractive enough, what wasn't I doing right Clyde: Babs until when will you stop bringing this up, I guess my whole life, I just have to get used to it This doesn’t make me love you the least But maybe if I don't have to stay in the same house with your Dad, I would have tried a lot harder Me: What is that supposed to mean Is my Dad holding your manhood? Were you not the one who decided to enter every whore you see Clyde: Babs sorry, I didn't mean it that way And I didn't sleep with any whore, not after we got married I only kept it a secret because I didn't want you to worry Me: It does get me worried, when you keep such things from me Clyde: But am telling you now, I want to be with you But we will need time, if you are up for it I will be glad I finally calmed down after some few talks here and there Me: Let’s talk tomorrow I then tried to sleep, but was awake watching him sleep all-night I thought of peeping to see what he was actually referring to as I didn't take a look earlier No wonder, Since Clyde moved in We only go beyond his belly He has become so protective of touching him down there No doubt, he sleeps like a prince I remember the first week after he moved in He either takes his bath when am not around or when am fast asleep But this doesn't call for hidding his body from me Unless there's something else he is not telling me If I were him, I wouldn't even try keeping another secret I thought to myself I love this prince I will definitely forgive him one day Until that happens, let me try and give him my support Since then we try so many times in a day. To be continued Don't forget to give us your feedback NB: No part of this story should be reproduced

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Love Me Again By: Loudest Thoughts EPISODE 45 “Forgiveness opens doors, forgive and most importantly forgive yourself first” I took some time off to be home My dad nevertheless complains of our late nights or when we end up not coming home at all I guess he is getting used to the trend We decided the arguments and fights are enough Gradually my heart begins to open up again to forgive him But these past month it was more about forgiving myself than forgiving him I realized when he hurt me, I needed to forgive myself for the guilt i feel The many things i thought if i had done right then we wouldn’t be in this situation. i was beginning to feel sorry for him staying home all day, after months of our reunion We only go out when I want us to, and end up paying the bills He feels embarrassed sometimes but can’t complain He neither touches the allowance i give him Once he told me he wants to take me out, but had less than what I deserve I asked to give him money but then he turned it down claiming that wouldn’t be romantic anymore He said I should take it like, starting his life afresh I asked him to sell off his property, not clear his savings as well Apparently he had cleared before coming here And made some pretty much risky investments while leaving After a week, I was at work when he called telling me he wasn’t feeling well. I rushed home just to find him all dressed up for a date he booked without my help, I asked where he got the money from since he hasn’t touched what I left He wasn’t going to tell me, I just gave up But I heard from my brothers he did some heavy lifting for my mum He offered to do that when my mum was going to hire someone. She refused but he said he can do it for a fee then Knowing my mum, she might have been more than generous I did enjoy our date, it felt so good to be pampered outside the house Me: Darling, can I suggest something and don’t say, No Clyde: Anything for you Babs Me: I want you to think of working again I will give you the Capital, and don’t say No Clyde: What happened, am I too much of a burden, Besides I hardly buy anything Me: Please that’s not it, I feel I made that decision in a haste And I have no right to rob you of whatever you worked for Am willing to pay all that back Clyde: Babs thank you, but I won’t need your money If you want me to work, then I will But kindly let me do this on my own. I will get a job, save and get something set up so I can have time for you. Me: Then let me recruit you My dad’s company is huge enough, we can always create a position for you Clyde: I don’t want you having any further problems with your Dad, I will find something, just give me sometime dear ME: Am not rushing you, but promise me you will ask for help, if you need it, one thing led to another, all I remembered was we were holding hands talking By the time we realized the deed has been done and we were panting With me yelling out I love you, like our first night ever today Where I had him all to myself, and took him out of this world He only smiled and said finally you said it again Which he replies I love to hear you say that again I could feel my body drenched in sweat, when the air-con is still on You can tell that was a really good one We had other fierce rounds until evening, That was the breakthrough, we didn’t need any extra therapy to get to work Since then we never had a problem with our sexual life My dad on the other hand keeps looking for our trouble, crushing our moments I remember him telling Clyde he should keep his shorts zipped , and that his company is not a brothel I don't know where he got that from, Clyde is beginning to think he had cameras installed in my office because there is no way he would have known about our office romance Well that's his problem Up till now Clyde is still looking for a job He has refused help, but am determined to help without his knowledge. My Dad however cannot stand the fact that I spend most of my times with Clyde. I remember he once walked in on us in the act, wrapped under the sheets though Which he shouted young man close the damn door next time, Before you defile my daughter under my own roof, or Do you need lectures I replied Dad knock next time, we are two consenting adults So am sure the law allows that and he sure knows what he is doing Clyde couldn’t help but laugh after he left I admit I have been giving my dad some attitude lately But I just want him to agree with me regarding my husband being part of the family now I refer to him by my husband because there is no other way I can call what we have now Mum on the other hand has been so helpful, she wants to be the best mother in-law After one early morning quickie before work, that has become the trend now I can’t resist too, I mean I enjoy every bit of it, it gets me fired up for work Clyde not knowing bought a ring to be placed on my finger I told him No, that I love what we have now We wrote our vow in just one single statement and signed; Love should never elude us again. After a few thoughts I took the ring, hang it on our bedroom wall together with the vow. Which I hope I could re-consider and put on someday May be when my Dad starts being nice to my partner We need your feedbacks comments, criticisms and rates Thank you THE END

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Wow! What a piece of literature... This is tough and I can't help but admire this work of romance Thumbs up

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What a lovely story.. Nice write up Thumbs up

I so much dislike this ending why will the guy stay with her wife parent under the same roof and still have sex all because of some stupid love

Wow wat a nice ride. Thumb up

I'm in deary but I gat to start reading afresh coz I'm late. Thanks for the call sweethæt @qeenvick

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This is wonderful, the part i dont like is asking him to sell off everything and come live with you

Oreoluwa wrote:

wow!!!!nyc rite up

Oreoluwa thanks ridding through. Join the ride on my other story, No more room for love

Brendibae wrote:

This is wonderful, the part i dont like is asking him to sell off everything and come live with you

Aww, Brendibabe i guess thats just Babs ego, insecurity. She wasnt sure how best to handle it. Thats to say, she gambled with love again. But sorry, i hope you can give me a gist on how you want my next story to end. Join the ride on No more room for love, its ongoing now

Timileyin wrote:

Wow! What a piece of literature… This is tough and I can’t help but admire this work of romance Thumbs up

Timileyin thanks for ridding through. Join the ride on my other story, No more room for love, its on going now

Av pull a couch, well seated and relaxed... Ride on!

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Lovely story... Love is powerful even in the midst of pains. Cheers

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Bt is dis were it end?

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Lawman wrote:

Bt is dis were it end?

Yeah that's the end

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NaBa wrote:

You never dissappointed me in any episode. I love the way you wrote the last episode;not all second chances of marriages should end up in another marriage. She should have let him keep working with selling the company. Thanks for this;Stay Blessed

Thanks so much. I'm now seeing your comment. You can read my other stories. No more room for love and the ongoing one Blemished Love

Idowu Shotolu wrote:

I don’t like d end of d story, its such a nice write up though. So dis is what av been missing all dis while. Kudos to u

Sorry you don't like the end but not every relationship should end up in marriage. So far as both parties are happy, their relationship can flourish. You can read my other stories. No more room for love and the ongoing one Blemished Love. Maybe you would love the end.

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