Episode 29
Every single time I have thought I finds myself so weak and in vain. Sometimes I wish not to have this kind of thought but I fails. I wish I can desist from thinking about it. I even sometimes find my self begging my medulla to stop composing it in my brain. Please! Please stop it I begs but my medulla fails to accept my plea. Why cant i just wake up one morning without in my mind. Ooh! Poor me! This idea is cruel to me, its painful. I wish i can. Why me? Why my heart? why? You fake idea please leave me alone. Give me peace of mind please! Your to hard for me! This thought of I stopping thinking of you brings me so much sorrow 'cause every time I feels like implementing it I fails. I cant stop thinking about you even when i feels to . Your in my mind and my mind is you. I cant do without you. Twino needs you.
Long time I have begged, I have wished, I have longed to, I have prayed , I have planned .... I have failed, have I? Three years i have tried to convince you to be mine and I be yours. Three years the word no it has remained your potential answer. It pains me. Three years am in a mess. I am in limbo am in dilemma , am stranded. I wish your mine, I wish I can be yours , I wish we belong together. I wish am the one you love, the one you care , the one you you're meant for. I love you.
Every single time i finds my self in a relationship and the other opposite sex isn't your my conclusions are always right that am lost. When I kiss, hug, do some romancing, walking together, sharing some crazy, funny, history making, sad or happy moments with someone I always wish your that someone. Every time i spend anything, money, time, my effort on somebody i always wish that somebody is you. I need you. I need your time, I need your love, i need you and everything about you. Twino loves you.
How i wish your the one that spends all my charting texts, my browsing data, my voice calls just for our love. How i wish your the one that wakes me up every morning with a sweet good morning texts,calls or beeps, How I wish your the one that wishes me good day breaks , happy lunch hours and sweet afternoons and lovely evenings. Oh! How I wish your the one who asks about my day whereabouts and applauses or comforting or welcomes me for the nights and some sweet good night wishes to sweeten my dreams as I sleep. My dreams are composed of you, me and you shaping our future. I wish we belonged together. Ooh! I have great plans for you.
Let me hold you your soft hands and pull you so close to me, kiss your tender lips and caress your long pretty hair. Let me lift you up off the ground and tell you how beautiful you are. Let me hold you tight in my arms 'cause I will never let you go. Let me be the man your looking for, the man u want, the man your need , the man of your dreams, Let me build love empire with you. Be my love savior and save my heart. My heart is yours, take it and take it all for yourself . It belongs to you.
I have tried to share it with someone else it has failed, Sharing it with someone else is a mistake. Its meant for you. Please join its thousands broken pieces into whole Just for you 'cause you can. Your the one to heal it. Twino believes that it is only you that can treat it to cure. Your love is the antidote to the love virus affecting his heart. My saviour , I have been looking for you. Save me! Save me please!
Maybe you wants a sober man , It is easy to find 'cause am the one. No drug came into my body without doctor's prescription. Tea and coffee sweetens my weekends, Music and dances beautifies my pleasure time. Come join me my love. Maybe you wants a very hardworking. Taking me as yours isn't a mistake . Am earning making both ends meet. You can afford to smile at every end of the moon. Join me let spend what i sweats for. Maybe you wants a romantic man. Oh! Thanks God for he has blessed me so immense in that part. For sure i can take you as far high up the mountain, make you relax and ride you slowly down to the valley and off to the plain to take a rest as long as u wish. Take me please. Maybe you wants a man of your own kind and status. Am no difference, am your perfect spot. You are my other half. Let join and be one 'cause we can.
Maybe u feels that am not honest in loving you and am not single hence wants to play on you. No! No that is not me. I am is always honest and i can prove myself clean 'cause every single relationship I have ditched myself into before, it has resulted into pains and sufferings breaking my heart more and more over and over again. Its you to heal it. Please do that for me. Truly i begs you. Perhaps you don't want to leave the man you have at the moments. I am a man who stands unshaken of my words i can treat you better than the one can. I love you. I will treat your more than a queen . Join my kingdom and let us rule together.