# episode26
I couldn't move, i couldn't do anything. He was inside her right infront of me. I saw myself do, was to move, yes i was just moving. I don't know where. It was a Saturday afternoon. Around 12pm i guess. "honey im back" i went to him and touched his cheeks like he did to me before i left. Linda was stranded on him in a sex position when i did. He couldn't reply, he couldn't move his body, he was stranded just like Linda. "okay let me wash then we can think of what to cook, hope you didn't wear a lot of clothes" i said witha smile while going for his clothes. I took them outside, made the setting to wash. I came back for my phone to play music while washing. Linda was now seated on the bed when i did and she was still naked. Non of them uttered a word as i sang. " when you love someone, you do anything, you do all the crazy things, that you cant explain..." as tears rolled down my face. Tears were flowing without any sound. I went outside began the washing. I was washing when Linda came to pass by without a word. She stood at the entrance staring at me in disbelief. I said nothing to her as she walked away.
Eventually, i was done with the washing. I went to the love of my life and asked him what he wanted me to prepare for the night. He was dump folded. "come on, why are you like this? Won't we eat today?" i said and joined him on the bed. "whats wrong my love?" i asked but he couldn't utter any word. "don't worry, i know what you want, your favorite right" i joked and jump out of the bed. He loved jolof so i prepared that for our dinner, as i was cooking, Alex sent me a text saying he will still wait for me. Tears began to flow once more. I wept out my heart as i was cooking. I served him in the bed room but he refused to eat. "why are you doing this to me? Please say something. You know i cant eat without you, so please eat something" i said in plea but he couldn't. He didn't touch the food. "alright" i sighed and took the food back to the kitchen. I didn't touch it too. We always eat together so, i couldn't eat the food without him. I did everything to cheer him up that evening but he didnt respond.
He went out very early the following day and came back very late, around 8pm. I didn't complain. He took his stuff, clothes , belongings, you know whats about to happen right? He was leaving. "hei what are yuan doing?" i snatched them from his hand and dropped them back, " you are killing me with your silence, please let me go" he pleaded. "what are you talking about? You are the one mute here not me" i replied while staring into his eyes.a. "whats going?" i asked, as if i didn't have a heart. He dashed out of the room to know where, well, i don't know where he went to. I was alone so i called Alex if he could keep me company. He gladly agreed. We were just walking on campus, without saying anything. We stood under a tree when he suddenly broke the silence. "he told me what happened" GOD demn it, the engineer told him what he did? But i didn't complain, i cant believe it. I stood quiet with tears flowing. He embraced me and tried to kiss me but i pulled away. "no, cant do that to him, i cant" i said to him calmly. I left Alex that night with disappointments written all over his face.
I met him seated on the bed when i got in. He was just seated, doing nothing. I knelt before him and took his hands, i tried kissing him but he didn't reply. I had to stop t save the embarrassment. "alright" i said to myself, token my phone and laid my head on his lap. I began whats apping an laughing. All of a sudden i felt my head being lifted up. I saw him sweating and sobbing, as he grabbed my legs in plea "hagan im sorry" he began to wail. "what are you doing" i tried to lift him up but he couldn't control himself. He was weeping like a baby, really weeping. "hagan please don't ever leave me" he wept. I have never seen a guy cry like that in my life, even now... My dear, conscience can really kill. Eventually i wept too, i asked him to get up. "if i should let you, go, maybe my next companion will be a drunkard or a drug addict. Maybe he might be someone who hits a woman and i cant bear that. This might be your weakness my dear, but if you truly love me like you say, then please be strong in your weakness. I love you soo much" i said to him in tears and left the room, i did that to give him some time alone...
What do you think readers?don