I knew everything happens with a reason but I found none for my situations.How could God allow so much problems in life??Why was I choosen amongest so many people in this world?Was I a calamity?Was I getting?;and if so what for?Is God even for real??These were some of the million questions in mind with no answers-not a single one was answered.I broke down in tears every time I looked at my reflection in the mirror.Self pity,anger,self rejection,loneliness,self discrimination and alot of other weird emotions ate me up every single day.