[color =brown][b]Had it come to that point in life
where you start wondering
whether you are of any use to
anyone in this life, where you
now seem like a burden to
everyone around. Its like you
just a bag of negativity, a
mountain of failure, a perfect
example of what not to be in
life. You make everyone around
you feel down, your parents
start looking at you with that
"look", you are always fighting
with your girlfriend, your
siblings are afraid to approach
you because you always got a
frown all the time, friends start
to desert you. The point where
you consider suicide a better
alternative.
College, you been there, you
failed.
Relationships, tried that, didn't
work.
Gardening, did that, exhausting.
Job interviews, done those
nothing panned out.
Hustling, not good in that either.
Work, just got fired.
So after all this is done what do
you do next. You have
exhausted all the challenges that
life has set for you and you
have proven to the world that
you are a failure, but you are
not convinced yet that you are a
failure, you still want to do
more, you still want to redeem
yourself.
That is human nature
to believe that you will someday
succeed, that's why gamblers go
to that betting house everyday
of their lives, that's why the
casinos are always packed,
that's why stadiums are never
empty. Human nature does not
accept failure, it seeks to prove
its worth to the world.
Even after failing at almost
everything you will always find
something to try and tackle,
thinking maybe this is where
your destiny lies, but after
tripping and falling you raise
yourself, dust yourself and get
back on that horse again and
ride it until you run into a brick
wall head first only then do you
stop. Then you get up once
more, you look around and you
find a small pathway that is
running along the length of that
brick and you think this is your
salvation, you start heading
down that pathway hoping that
you shall come to the end of the
brick wall, after walking for
hours and hours, you realise the
wall shall never end, but you
look back and you convince
yourself that the distance you
have walked is now longer than
that, that remains. So you decide
to continue down the path
hoping that you shall come to
somewhere where the wall
gives way, but even as you walk
further down that path in the
back of your mind you know
that this journey shall never end
you shall never get your break
but you still cant get yourself to
give up. It is in us as humans to
never accept the inevitable, to
never come to terms with
defeat or failure.
We always
continue to wonder "Whats
next?"
So even if you see that
successful business man always
know that he carries failure in
his heart. He has failed in a
certain field even as though he
owns that big shop, that big
house, that big house, he still
thinks he could have done
better, he still seeks to better all
his success. So don't think just
because you have failed at
something that its the end of
the road, get up, dust yourself
up, and look for that pathway
and head down it!
The better days are ahead [/b][/color]