OUR DIVORCE

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OUR DIVORCE episode 1 When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, "I've got something to tell you." She sat down and ate quietly. Again, I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly, I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a Divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, " you are not a man!" That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer. She had lost my heart to Janine. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

OUR DIVORCE Episode 2 With a deep sensse of guilt, I draft divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore into pieces. The woman who had spent 10 years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy. But I could not take back what I had said for I loved Janine so dearly. Finally, she cried loudly infront of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me, her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Janine. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and I was asleep again. In the morning, she presented her divorce conditions ; she didn't want anything from me. But needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that +ne month we both struggle to live as normal life as possible. Her reasons were simple ; our son had his exams in a month's time ans she didn't want to disrupt him with our Broken Marriage.

OUR DIVORCE Episode 3 This was agreeable to me. But she has something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into our bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration, I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door every morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable, I accepted her odd request. I told Janine about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

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Hmmm ? Really love the terms and conditions

OUR DIVORCE Episode 4 My wife and I hadn't has any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, " daddy is holding mommy in his arms!" His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then tot the door, I walked oveten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly ; please don't tell our son about the divorce. " I nodded, feeling somewhat upset, I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young anymore. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given 10 years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Janine about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday work out made me stronger.

OUR DIVORCE Episode 5 She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, tha was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me.... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously, I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, "dad it's time to carry mom out. " to him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms, I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

OUR DIVORCE Final Episode 6 I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind.... I walked upstairs. Jani opened the door and I said to her, " Sorry Janine, I do not want the divorce anymore. " She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. "Do you have a fever?" she said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry Janine, I said, I don't want a Divorce anymore. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realized that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day, I am supposed to hold her until death do us part. Janine seemed to suddenly wak up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The sales girl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote: " I'll carry you out every morning until death do us part." That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I ran up stairs, only to find my wife in bed..... - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Janine to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce...At least, in the eyes of our son, I am a loving husband..... ---the end--- A Christ's -centered marriage is a marriage that is sure to last a lifetime. So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. --Matthew 19:7

What a tragic ending

what an end