I’m a middle-aged woman. I currently reside in
Bwari Area Council of the FCT- Abuja. I’m a
member of one of the new generation
churches, and a church worker.After my first
Son was born over 25 years ago, we stopped
having other issues. My husband and I had visited several prayer houses around the
country. We have even being to Synagogue
Church of All Nations, to see TB Joshua, but
we couldn’t see him in person. Different
Pastors have prayed for us, and we truthfully
exhibited high level of patience, waiting for God’s response. I had met pastors and I had
met PASTORS. 40 percent of the pastors we
met had made advances at me, even at my
age. I realized that most of these Pastors are
truly not who they claim they are. ‘’See finish’’
is what I think was my experience in their hands. I do not need to talk too much about the
anointed ones, but the warning is that we all
have to be careful while dealing with majority
of them. After several rough dealings with Pastors and
men of God, with little or no results, we tried
different health experts and hospitals. Results
remained negative. It was getting to a
frustrating level when a colleague from Cross
River volunteered to take me to a man she simply referred to as ‘baba’. Being a strong
believer, my husband was against the decision
to travel to Ogoja to meet the man; out of
desperation, I waved off his objection and we
headed to Ogoja on a Monday morning. That
was when everything became bitter. Baba, on presenting everything he asked us to
bring, told me that my problem rooted back to
my mum, who had sex with my step brother
shortly after I was born. The only solution he
proffered was that I ‘sleep’ with my only Son to
wade off the spirit of my step brother whom he claimed died shortly after mum’s death.
According to him, the spirits were still angry
that mum committed such an atrocity, hence I
must atone their sins. It was believable to me because mum is no
more and I heard I also lost my step brother at
a time. I returned home and kept this a top secret. I
didn’t tell my husband the real problem. It’s
difficult to explain how I managed to convince
my son to have knowledge of me, but it
happened. Truly, I became pregnant after then and I’m
about to put to bed. I’m just afraid something
bad may happen to me. As for my Son, he
hates me at the moment. Even in my present
state, my husband and I are always at
loggerheads. It tells me that something is wrong. I always have nightmares; most times,
two men chasing me with a knife. I can’t
connect my pregnancy, the dream and my act.
Please, Nigeriacamera, I need you to get public
responses and advice for me on this?
