*sigh* searching and searching for a girlfriend, all
to no avail. Young cool fine guy, but very lonely,
no girlfriend. I don't think at this point with all this
rejection that I will ever get married in life.
I have searching for a gf, met some girls who
turned out to be nasty gold diggers, I didn't wanna
waste my time on them cause I'm not a flirt, I'm
not looking for a short term relationship so having
"fun" with all these girls seemed like a waste of
time to me as Sex is not my problem, love is.
So I met this girl few days back, we got talking, I
fell for her instantly, she looked calm and very
honest, she is not all these girls who do kk in
chat, she is caring and very simple, hard to come
by., we flowed really well chatting and I was very
happy I found someone as I quickly asked her out
and she said "let's see how it goes"
I said okay, so today being Sunday, normal chilling
day, I called her, very eager to see her beautiful
face once more, we got talking and she said I
should come to her side.
So I said okay by six,
Six reach I entered road straight to her side, 30
mins drive, when I got close I dialled her number
twice she didn't pick I thought maybe she was
taking her bath or something was patient and kept
on going, so when I got there by 7pm, I called and
called but she didn't pick up the call and she was
expecting me o!
Na so I begin call her, Even send whatsapp
message and direct message all to no avail. I got
so maddddd and pissed off, I almost cried because
I don't know why I'm being treated like this by
ladies. Head to toe I complete, face I fine, fashion
sense Is great, but yet, my handsomeness and the
growing cash I get can't even get me the slightest
fly talk less about a lady
*sigh*
By 5 mins past 8 she called me, by then I was
already going home, and she began to plead, this
where error words.
"please I'm sorry, my elder brother took my phone
to share WiFi, I didn't know he would go far"
I asked "didn't you tell him you were expecting
someone"?"
She replied" i did na but he did not listen, I can't
just come and stand on the road and be waiting for
you, please don't be angry"
In my heart I said Chai! What kind of excuse is
this?? This girl just told me indirectly that I'm not
important.
So painful.
I see guys with their girl very happy preparing for
Christmas, me i have none. All I do is admire
beautiful couples and wish It could be......
Unfortunately the sad reality greets me in my face.
I begin to lose my self confidence gradually
because of rejection.
Smh, all I feel right now is self pity, all I can do is
lament.
I don't know if I just dislike women right now self.
